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Message started by nikkie on 09/01/13 at 02:30:01

Title: Nik's - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikkie on 09/01/13 at 02:30:01

Hey ABTers!
Time to update my bio here and let everyone know where I am now. I started here in August of 2013 and began reading shortly afterward. Before I came to ABT I didn't realize I had the ability to read; I had always been intuitive about others, but I had never taken it further. This site 'all of the people involved here 'have helped me on my journey. I am forever grateful and always willing to help in whatever way I can.

My spiritual life has dramatically changed since I first began here. I have grown up as a firm believer in God and as I've gotten older I've developed a strong relationship with Him. That has not changed, however; I struggled with balancing what I was experiencing with what I'd learned in church. Here's what I know today: I love God, I trust Him & His word, and I believe my gifts came from Him.
I am a psychic medium and get my messages/information in several different ways. Claircognizance is my most natural and my strongest ability; basically, I 'just know.' Claircognizance is usually how my reading kicks off, and then the other clairs come into play (although I have yet to experience clairgustance). I do see, smell, and hear things ' both from spirit and from the sitter' as well as the people around the sitter at times. Please remember, when you open yourself up to a reading you're opening your entire life to your reader. My job is to tell you what I see; when spirit is involved I am responsible for giving you their message ' even if I don't understand it completely.

I am still developing. I believe that this journey does not ever end and I still have so much to learn and experience. My purpose is to help. Whether that means bringing message from spirit, helping someone to find an answer or peace in a situation, or just providing clarity. Don't ask me for the future, because I won't give you that. Your future is in your hands and you have the ability to change your course at any time; that's a beautiful thing, don't let anyone's message trap you. Wink

Spirit readings are my favorite, but they're also my most challenging right now. Spirit comes easily when they have a message, and there are many times spirit comes without me trying. I'm still learning how to listen effectively to them. Smiley

A picture isn't necessary anymore, however; having a picture truly helps me to connect UNLESS we're live. I rather set up a live reading with you than go through the forums, but I love the 1,000 Word thread so I do both. Smiley

If you see me in chat, and I feel a connection - I'll definitely let you know; I will not read you without permission, but I will ask for validation about emotions/feelings/symptoms I experience.

Please understand - if you ask me to read, I may pick up on sensitive matters without realizing such. Please don't take offense - if I touch on something that is uncomfortable for you, feel free to PM me and let me know. You and I, we're a team. There's a mutual respect and appreciation I believe should be involved in every reading. I won't deny you what I receive, and I ask that you be honest with me 'even if it's not what you want to hear. That also means telling me when I'm wrong. Smiley

Hugs & blessings,

Nik


Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Fenton on 09/01/13 at 05:07:09

Hi Nikkie,
     Glad to read your bio!!! I can imagine the adjustment in faith is difficult, but I guess that’s what faith is?  It had been a tough adjustment for me to, so I’m glad I’m not the only one.  I can imagine it’s especially hard on empath’s clairsentience, audient to me his at its core the most accurate and also the most testing of all the clair’s. Clear feeling, that’s not easy, in a lot of ways you’re becoming the sitter, reading emotions while main ting an objective point of view.  But what better way to know/help them? I very much look forward to your work with spirit, that I think is where your really gonna shine!!!
     Also it’s refreshing to hear someone just come out and say. Don’t ask me about the future lol.  I very much look forward to seeing you read and will always keep an eye out. Glad you’re here!!
:)

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Brandon on 09/01/13 at 22:13:53

hi id love a read :)

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by starcatz on 09/01/13 at 23:05:56

Hi again Nikolie. It was great chatting to you today. Please feel free to read me too, when you have time. Huge thanks for your time and effort. love starcatz / spiritcat



Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by angelfarfromhome on 09/03/13 at 03:04:44

Ha ha that's so funny lol she use to tell me Silly girl when I would joke with her or when she would catch me dancing in my underwear lmao.... To much information I know lol but it's true lol good job.


Thank You for the reading you was amazing :-)

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by BAS2013 on 09/03/13 at 18:28:01

Hi Nikolie! You just done a reading on me not too long ago and I just want to thank you SO much. What you said about my grandma, describing her was spot on! I started crying hysterically when you mentioned her to me because i had been wondering for so long if she was here with me, able to see me growing and what i've been doing with my life. Thank You soo much for your reading and hope maybe someday you could do another  :)

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikkie on 09/03/13 at 21:56:22


Brandon wrote on 09/01/13 at 22:13:53:
hi id love a read :)


Hi Brandon,

Your read has been on my mind since you first requested it, but I needed to make sure I had the opportunity to focus. Thank you for your patience. :)

Brandon - the first thing I felt was great conflict. Internal conflict. I feel such this peaceful and loving individual, with genuine care and kindness...and yet, I also feel a very deep frustration...a hot temper and intense anger. I sense a need for balance; with every emotion I pick up I feel the exact opposite quickly after. You seem as though you're open, and yet I can't help but feel that reading you accurately is difficult. I believe that you feel that way internally...that you struggle with your own feelings/perspectives. You want to believe the good in people...and yet, you know that humankind is completely opposite at times. I find this to be aggravating for you...upsetting, disappointing. Is this correct? You seem to have a very heightened awareness of your emotions and I think this is where your frustration stems from when you're dealing with other people who you would label as cold...or unkind...selfish. As much as I see you smiling, Brandon - I get the impression that you're harder on yourself and others than you let off. I feel like...you may hold grudges? I can't tell if it's because you choose to, purposefully - or if its because you feel things so powerfully that you have a hard time truly forgiving, even when you say "it's okay." Brandon - I think your spirit is where you find most joy. Your spirit is what you choose to feed the most, to attempt to nurture the most...and where you believe your core strength is. I'm not sure why...but I keep getting images of you in tears Brandon. Angry, red, and hurt at the same time - just flooded with tears. I feel as though there is spirit around you as well...someone that you feel close to, or connected to somehow...but I can't seem to pick up on the relationship. I think you know that person is there...but you feel frustrated in not being able to freely talk to him...is it a male? A male feels right...but I'm not 100%. You'll have to let me know, B. I see you as being deep in thought, lost in the sky - in the stars...wandering in your mind...very intense feelings. Its as though, you don't feel anything unless you feel it 100%. There's no "sort of" with you...it is or it isn't. I keep coming to some sort of block...theres a mental block...like a pain, something that hurts you...that is almost like, wrapped away...like...you don't want to be reminded or have it seen? I can only get so much before I feel my head just bogged down, heavy...like a weight, and then if I back off...it's easier to pick up on  you again. I definitely have a male spirit here...just barely easing through. As if, he wants to be known...but not overbearing...and I don't feel as though theres a specific message just...I'm here. I get the feeling of a friend...POSSIBLY a brother. But more of a friendship relationship. Just present, around you....just there. Watching. Hmm. And I keep getting cold. Like body temperature. Are you cold often? Do you feel cold, I mean? I'm not sure what this means exactly...but I'm definitely picking up a chill, coldness. You are a loving, gentle, passionate soul...and knowing that brings you joy, happiness....you like the fact that you aren't superficial and focused on the meaningless nothings that most people allow themselves to get caught up in. You enjoy depth, using your mind, questioning and learning...especially about people? How they work? In other words...like, learning about psychology would greatly interest you? Is that right? I know there is internal struggle...and I see you getting easily frustrated and angry even with yourself...breath. Breath, relax, give yourself credit...allow yourself to be human and understand that not one of us is perfect. It's okay. I keep feeling...relax, it's okay...stop scrutinizing yourself. Gosh...I know there is love Brandon...there's this super potent love...I cant determine where it stems from...but I see you also rejecting it at times? I feel like there are times when you feel like...I don't want YOUR love. I don't know if this is a parent? Maybe a grandparent? I think mom? hmm...I'm not sure.

Brandon...let me know what you think of all of this. There's a lot all over the place with the conflicting emotions/feelings I pick up on, so I'm very curious to see what you make of what I've said. :)

Hugs & blessings,

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Brandon on 09/03/13 at 22:27:50

ok I your reading was 100% correct I have a lot of internal conflict within myself because I have the ability to see the truth in people both good an bad I never reject any ones love I only question if its true forever love but  even if its not I respect them for trying yes theres a lot of emotions in me which mainly come from being passionate an real the anger probably comes from my past ive seen an felt a lot of heartache plus I believe if your family has experienced some of that may rub off on you for the most part I want everyone to always be complety honest an loving but know that's wishful thinking yes wanting to be perfect is one of my flaws cause I wanna make everyone happy but im trying to just live in the light of love hmm a male spirit I don't know any but I do feel a spirit is around me an yes it gets freezing cold which I think is a spirit but I don't know for sure an also going back the anger thing I think some of it is cause I am disabled an I feel I will never measure
up to them an have what they have an yes studying people is one of my greatest passions cause I love to know the truth of people

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikkie on 09/04/13 at 20:23:51


BAS2013 wrote on 09/03/13 at 18:28:01:
Hi Nikolie! You just done a reading on me not too long ago and I just want to thank you SO much. What you said about my grandma, describing her was spot on! I started crying hysterically when you mentioned her to me because i had been wondering for so long if she was here with me, able to see me growing and what i've been doing with my life. Thank You soo much for your reading and hope maybe someday you could do another  :)


BAS2013 -

Thank you for taking the time to give feedback, and share your feelings. :) Your read was the first time spirit ever pulled on me to connect with someone in particular; it was a very interesting experience to say the least and I was (still am) quite shocked. Lol.

I think your grandmother did an amazing job; she's a very calm and gentle spirit but she definitely knows what she wants. Lol.

Thank you for being open and allowing me to connect the two of you.

Hugs & blessings,

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikkie on 09/04/13 at 20:31:15


Brandon wrote on 09/03/13 at 22:27:50:
ok I your reading was 100% correct I have a lot of internal conflict within myself because I have the ability to see the truth in people both good an bad I never reject any ones love I only question if its true forever love but  even if its not I respect them for trying yes theres a lot of emotions in me which mainly come from being passionate an real the anger probably comes from my past ive seen an felt a lot of heartache plus I believe if your family has experienced some of that may rub off on you for the most part I want everyone to always be complety honest an loving but know that's wishful thinking yes wanting to be perfect is one of my flaws cause I wanna make everyone happy but im trying to just live in the light of love hmm a male spirit I don't know any but I do feel a spirit is around me an yes it gets freezing cold which I think is a spirit but I don't know for sure an also going back the anger thing I think some of it is cause I am disabled an I feel I will never measure
up to them an have what they have an yes studying people is one of my greatest passions cause I love to know the truth of people


B -

Thank you for your feedback, and for taking the time to find me in chat and give me more in depth feedback as well. I promise, I never thought you were crazy! :) Very intense, but not crazy. Lol.

There are just a few things I want to mention; when we look at others lives from the outside its easy to desire what they have, especially when they possess things that we truly yearn for - but, we never know the price they pay for the life they live. :) There is balance and reason in all of it, B - but what that reason and balance are - I don't know. ;) The only other thing is...loving imperfect people is exactly how it should be. Real love isn't conditional - it also isn't easy. :) If you choose to allow yourself to love someone, it's important to love them in their entirety...and to reap the same love that you give. ;) Don't let the past dictate your now and your tomorrow.

Hugs!!

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 09/06/13 at 17:28:28


starcatz wrote on 09/01/13 at 23:05:56:
Hi again Nikolie. It was great chatting to you today. Please feel free to read me too, when you have time. Huge thanks for your time and effort. love starcatz / spiritcat




Star -

My first impression is this calm...happiness. This overall calm spirit, but I definitely see you getting hot headed. lol. I would say, you're feisty. I feel as though I see you looking at a man with adoration...maybe even...infatuation...like a playful flirtation.

I want to say - you're happy. Overall, in life...that you feel happy right now. That's not to say that things are just GREAT, lol - there's definitely room for improvement - I think you feel that way in regards to finances primarily. Like oh yeah, life is good but hey - the money could be better! Lol. I can't help but smile and sort of feel humored through the connection...you have a sarcastic wit? You make light of serious issues and tend to handle them with humor - it alleviates the stress factor for you. But I also see you privately worrying...I see you thinking...how in the world is this going to be okay, but alone...not necessarily because you're actually alone, but because you feel the need to put on a façade and handle your hard times privately, by yourself...whenever possible. And I get the feeling that this has been disruptive in romantic relationships - possibly with a man you're currently involved with? I feel that you're a homebody in a way...that you really enjoy relaxing, being comfortable...just hanging out around the house, letting the day pass by - that you don't have any problems NOT having to keep busy. :) I also get the feeling of you being quite a fun partier...I get an image of you sitting in a pub of sorts, with a lot of people around, having beers and just carrying on with people...is this when you tend to get loud??

I believe the simple things in life bring you great pleasure and I'm very drawn to flowers, nature...plants...do you have a green thumb? I think there is one flowered plant that you are particularly fond of, does that make sense?? So - the simple things bring you pleasure, you're not one to be frilly and extravagant - but you desire more financially - you wouldn't mind a cushion...the ability to take a vacation and travel without worry. Does this sound right?

I also get the nagging feeling that there is this loss...a pain of loss...that happened some time ago, but it's still there - it still aches at you, and you just keep going through the motions...one day at a time...trying to heal, but it still affects you...you don't want it to define you...but it still does, to some degree.

I also see you getting along well with males, more than females. That you're more comfortable being yourself and feel that you relate better to men...there's no bs. lol. :)

I definitely feel like theres a long term love interest, but I'm not feeling that you're married or have children...although I could be completely off with that, of course. :)

Theres some man with dark hair...black nearly...quite tall...not abnormally tall...but he's rather tall...and theres some importance with him. The way you feel about him holds importance to you, as in - he has an important role in your life in your eyes...theres something meaningful. But I don't know what exactly...if this is maybe a lover? hmm. Someone you're still connected to?

I feel that you're a private person, and that you keep only a couple of very close friends whom you trust. But you don't give your trust freely either. And I don't see you as really wanting to be a counselor/advisor to others...like...hmm...not that you're cold, but more like you're realistic and straight forward...sorry, black and white - this is how it is, if you don't want to hear it you know you shouldn't ask me. But it's not out of meanness, just - being true to you. I see your patience running out with situations like that...for instance, a woman who is complaining about her significant other...cheating, or being abusive or disrespectful - like you cant understand what she doesn't get about...LEAVE...MOVE ON. lol.

Also - just random...I keep seeing some sort of gem or stone in your hands? Is there significance in stones for you? A worry type of stone...or healing?? Hmmm...I really feel like I see you kind of turning it over in your fingers, and almost meditating on it...with a heavy heart?

I truly don't think you're sad, I feel happiness and light about you - but I do feel that there is a tendency to have this deep worry about something in particular - I just can't seem to pinpoint it.

I see you smiling with green around you...life...plants....you feel peace there. That's a good place for you to be, Star. Where you feel that peace - to clear your head, focus your thoughts and just breath everything out. :)

Please, PLEASE let me know how this went for you. I've had somewhat of a difficult time connecting so I'm quite curious to see what is and isn't correct.

Hugs and blessings,

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by starcatz on 09/13/13 at 22:45:33

HI and thank you very much, I can be hot headed, but there is no man that im flirting with or infatuated with. im not really happy due to work, and health but your right about financial stuff. Also right that i do try and put up a facade and hide things.
the loss i had would you believe was my cat Tatania, i so very much miss her helping me get to sleep, and fussing her.
there is not a long term interest , but i wish there was.
I dont know a man with dark hair but will keep a look out.
your so right about having a few close friends who i trust completely. great well done.
you right also about stone- crystals. i have clear quartz under my pillow and hold it a lot.  ive also had 2 others during work to try and dissipate the negativity.
thank you very much and do not worry about the connectivity,my minds been all over the place the last few months so you may be mirroring this? lack of connection with myself?
my garden needs some work lol  ;)
thank you, again for having a go.

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 09/13/13 at 23:33:44


starcatz wrote on 09/13/13 at 22:45:33:
HI and thank you very much, I can be hot headed, but there is no man that im flirting with or infatuated with. im not really happy due to work, and health but your right about financial stuff. Also right that i do try and put up a facade and hide things.
the loss i had would you believe was my cat Tatania, i so very much miss her helping me get to sleep, and fussing her.
there is not a long term interest , but i wish there was.
I dont know a man with dark hair but will keep a look out.
your so right about having a few close friends who i trust completely. great well done.
you right also about stone- crystals. i have clear quartz under my pillow and hold it a lot.  ive also had 2 others during work to try and dissipate the negativity.
thank you very much and do not worry about the connectivity,my minds been all over the place the last few months so you may be mirroring this? lack of connection with myself?
my garden needs some work lol  ;)
thank you, again for having a go.


Star,

Thank YOU for allowing me to try and read you - and for your feedback. The honesty is so good for development (and keeps us humble, lol).

If you remember me in the future, after some time has passed, throw me another request. I'd love to try and read you again when I've had time to improve and develop. ;)

Have a wonderful weekend!

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Stam on 09/14/13 at 22:05:51

Hello Only me  ;D

I would love for you to read me, anything you pick up on really or spirit.

Love & Light Stam  :)

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 09/14/13 at 22:18:15


Stam wrote on 09/14/13 at 22:05:51:
Hello Only me  ;D

I would love for you to read me, anything you pick up on really or spirit.

Love & Light Stam  :)


Stammmmmm - whaaaaat. OMGOOODNESS THE PRESSURE!! lolllll. Oh boy. Okay Stam Okay. I will. Gimme a little bit of time. :D SOOOOOO NERVOUS!!!

Love and blessings Stam!!

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Cole boz on 10/02/13 at 03:22:54

Oh my goodness I'm truly stunned just a little,  you were dead on except I have 2 girls and only 1 boy but with everything else you nailed that seems pretty trivial,lol... Thank you so much for doing that I really feel like I could use all the help and advice I can get right now.  Your amazing and seem to have an exceptional gift.
Much love and light

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by fallSweetHeart on 10/03/13 at 19:56:46

nikolie!! Thank you so much for your offer to help!

Whatever happens I am happy for the effort put forth  [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif] [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif] [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif]

-fallSweetHeart

So it's the car keys to my 1989 Oldsmobile! it's a red car if that helps and the keys are blue and pink, i painted them with nail polish!  :-X

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 10/03/13 at 20:02:00


fallSweetHeart wrote on 10/03/13 at 19:56:46:
nikolie!! Thank you so much for your offer to help!

Whatever happens I am happy for the effort put forth  [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif] [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif] [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif]

-fallSweetHeart

So it's the car keys to my 1989 Oldsmobile! it's a red car if that helps and the keys are blue and pink, i painted them with nail polish!  :-X


Lol - I think it's SO cute that you painted them. ;)

Let me tell you what I honestly saw - I don't get any of the colors, the decorations that you mentioned, but I saw two silver keys laying just on the edge of a pavement that looks like sidewalk..as if you're going to walk on that area to get - I think to your apt?, and back to your car. I believe there's some loose dry dirt there...it may be just a small area of dirt between the sidewalk (concrete) and where a grass line starts - although I didn't see the grass. ;)

Let me know, and good luck!

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by fallSweetHeart on 10/03/13 at 20:14:34


nikolie wrote on 10/03/13 at 20:02:00:

fallSweetHeart wrote on 10/03/13 at 19:56:46:
nikolie!! Thank you so much for your offer to help!

Whatever happens I am happy for the effort put forth  [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif] [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif] [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif]

-fallSweetHeart

So it's the car keys to my 1989 Oldsmobile! it's a red car if that helps and the keys are blue and pink, i painted them with nail polish!  :-X


Lol - I think it's SO cute that you painted them. ;)

Let me tell you what I honestly saw - I don't get any of the colors, the decorations that you mentioned, but I saw two silver keys laying just on the edge of a pavement that looks like sidewalk..as if you're going to walk on that area to get - I think to your apt?, and back to your car. I believe there's some loose dry dirt there...it may be just a small area of dirt between the sidewalk (concrete) and where a grass line starts - although I didn't see the grass. ;)

Let me know, and good luck!



Still no luck! Thank you so much, it sent me on another hunt. Hmm so no idea where to look now! heh.

[smiley=42.gif]

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Ariana on 10/04/13 at 01:27:06

Hi Nik,
Thank you for a wonderful reading! (in the picture reading section)
You've got lots of things on my core being, as well as some ongoing particulars. All is correct and relevant! The only way you can be completely off is when a person doesn't accept their true nature and believes in their artificially constructed personality :-). You will get their core, and they may not know it, or may not be ready to accept it. But even in these cases, I personally believe that when we are relaxed and in a proper detached unselfish mode, information that comes is always what is appropriate and beneficial to the sitter.

Yes, I am loving and soft, and it deceives people sometimes as there is a steel core beneath this soft surface. I see beauty in diversity and understand that people are who they chose to be for their life lessons. I don't look at conflicts and turn the other cheek (give my attention to something I like) when conflicts are not part of my personal lesson. And yes, I love going against the flow sometimes. I stubbornly enjoy doing things my own way and interestingly, when it contradicts the general view or behavior, society just observes it as possibly useful experiments and lets me do what I want. As my motifs are unselfish and exploratory, even when it is very much against the accepted believes, people don't oppose :-)

Yes, I have a "decorating hand" and would have been a very good and fresh interior designer if I didn't become a physicist. Oh well, many years later physics turned out to be the right choice, it helps greatly with my spiritual explorations and understanding how everything is vibrational and how our thoughts and emotions create things and synchronicity.

Yes, I am very spiritually aware and spend a lot of time learning, thinking, contemplating. Several hours each day are devoted to deep explorations (with my core self, or my guides, or by looking at various channelings and observing what resonates). Also, I do Zen-style meditation now and then, and 3 weeks ago joined weekly Kundalini meditation classes (Sahaja Yoga) :-)

I still have some worries about my older son (I have two sons), but less and less with time - worrying about children was  part of our family culture through generations. He is a devoted Zen practitioner who often lives in the woods (literally) - in the mountains, for weeks and even months. His energy is so balanced these days that he may be psychically perceived as a female at times.

You are also very correct about my personal relationship situation that I won't describe in detail here :-)

Your so well done reading is truly appreciated!
The more we trust ourselves, the easier the information flows. But I don't think it will be more accurate. It is always accurate. We just allow more details to come when we are relaxed and trusting :-)

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 10/04/13 at 13:06:20


fallSweetHeart wrote on 10/03/13 at 20:14:34:

nikolie wrote on 10/03/13 at 20:02:00:

fallSweetHeart wrote on 10/03/13 at 19:56:46:
nikolie!! Thank you so much for your offer to help!

Whatever happens I am happy for the effort put forth  [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif] [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif] [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif]

-fallSweetHeart

So it's the car keys to my 1989 Oldsmobile! it's a red car if that helps and the keys are blue and pink, i painted them with nail polish!  :-X


Lol - I think it's SO cute that you painted them. ;)

Let me tell you what I honestly saw - I don't get any of the colors, the decorations that you mentioned, but I saw two silver keys laying just on the edge of a pavement that looks like sidewalk..as if you're going to walk on that area to get - I think to your apt?, and back to your car. I believe there's some loose dry dirt there...it may be just a small area of dirt between the sidewalk (concrete) and where a grass line starts - although I didn't see the grass. ;)

Let me know, and good luck!



Still no luck! Thank you so much, it sent me on another hunt. Hmm so no idea where to look now! heh.

[smiley=42.gif]


Fall - Darnit! I find it so interesting that the physical description matches an area you pass from your car to your home, but that they weren't there! I hope you find them soon. Have you tried looking in the area between your front seats? Just one other thought - if you have a stairway you walk up to get to your place, try looking under the stairwell. Not that there's anything psychic with that - just my own input. ;)

Thank you for the opportunity!

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by PoisonedAngel on 10/07/13 at 18:18:04

Thankyou so much for your reading.as soon as I started reading my tears started to flow both of happiness and sadness. 95% of the reading you gave me was so so correct,the way he passed.our relationship (other than the kissing ) there was definitely chemistry between us just factors that stopped it.you were right about his personality. I do believe he had mental issues and when you told me if said I couldnt have stopped it the tears :'( flowed more. the way you swore when he was talkin about how he felt was so him. he did sleep most of the day away he also did have alcohol abuse problem and would parade around in his boxers,cut they were either pale blue cotton  or his silky ones.he was such a sad and lost soul and we were each others rock for 5 months when I took him in when his own family left him stranded this is where you get the feeling I was like a carer .you also said I don't need anyone to connect with him because he can hear me ,what makes me sad is I can't hear him.I am so very lost if was and will always be my best friend,when my kids and I had no  one he was in need at the same time and the bond we had is irreplaceable.I just wish we had both been honest about our feelings,maybe he would still be here,my life has COMPLETELY fallen apart in every way and I am so lost without him. Thankyou so so much and would very much appreciate to stay in contact with you as you gave me messages I have waited a long time for. xoxox

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by mrstar on 10/08/13 at 22:31:59

Hello and thank you for the reading you picked up on lots of things. Many things and some that have been concering me recently one about wanting a woman to be with forever ! Who will fully commit and is like minded I am 100 percent trust worth and faithfull and honest but can't seem to find the one.  Also yeah susbtance abuse somthing I keep messing up on done great last two months then met some woman on weekend had bit of a flig and messed up again any way she not for me.  Also about pain in heart or lung somthing that has been concering me also and somthing I been putting of getting checked for a long time now but going to try and get round to it sooner.  

You did a excellent job on the reading so thanks for taking the time to read me picked up on soo much well done and top marks to you.

Much love star

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Clouds in the Sky on 10/21/13 at 06:06:14


nikolie wrote on 10/18/13 at 14:57:06:
Good Morning Clouds,

My first thought was, "Oh Honey..." - you need a hug. And some strong coffee. I know you have a lot going on, but I feel a very playful approach in my attitude which I'd attribute to you. I want to say, if you discuss these happenings, concerns, worries...you'd do so (for the most part) very light heartedly; it is as if you don't like to worry or "burden" others and so you're forever pretending you're much more in control than you really feel.

You are entirely right on all fronts. When this picture was taken, I most definitely needed a hug. I was also feeling exhausted. Yes, I do tend to discuss things that bother me in a lighthearted manner, for I am indeed afraid of being a burden for others. I am used to being the fun one, not the sad one.

But you're...sad. There's definitely a lot going on - a lot on your plate. Looking at your avatar and then glancing over and seeing this new picture...there's a definite shift in energy/mood. I feel you to be this very...life is good/beautiful optimistic type spirit, however; you're at a place where you need time to regroup, focus on yourself, and just breathe. It seems as though everything crazy happens "at once," and it's easy to get overwhelmed/overloaded...but it's more than JUST that for you....I'm really feeling this loss or like a separation. It doesn't feel like a death to me, but as if there's a long term relationship that just severed...something romantic.

Bingo. You have hit the nail straight on the head. I have recently started a new job (which is stressful in itself), and have recently ended a relationship that mattered quite a bit to me at some point. However, I now realize that this said person what not who he claimed to be, this is the reason why I have ended things...


And I keep seeing this young boy around...about 4?

Interesting! I am a kindergarten teacher, therefore this makes sense...


Now...immediately after I was typing that this little girl with chestnut brown hair and pigtails just popped up out of the blue. She's in a frilly kind of dress...I want to say red w/white trimming or ruffles on the bottom/under the skirt portion of the dress. I'm not sure how to read this. The impression of a little boy being around you is NOT going away, however - this little girl made herself known while I was thinking of the boy, and she came in clear and then she's gone. That's it. Does any of this make sense to you??

This is odd to say the least, for you are describing a picture taken during my childhood. The description reminds me not only of me, but also of my sister. My mother used to love buying us matching dresses and take pictures of us. We both used to own a frilly dress...

Okay...back to your picture. I get the feeling that you're really fed up. Pissed off even. But...hmm...I feel that it's more of, you're sick of feeling the way you're feeling and you're irritated with the situation. There is more than one issue right now, but all of the other things are amplified by the main source of all your stress and emotion. I keep coming back to a male.

At the time this picture was taken; yes, yes and yes.

He's tall...broad, dark haired...and muscular I believe. Now that's a long shot for me because I don't usually pull physical descriptions...and I'm still only a couple months into development, so don't be afraid to be really honest, please. :)

As for the description, you had the tall part right :)

I also feel like you're up and ready because you HAVE to be, not because you want to be - and whatever your destination...it wasn't a happy one. Now - I'm not sure if this has to do with that particular day but I keep just seeing "COURT COURT COURT" over and over. Wood...like maybe there are wooden benches...wood on the walls in a long wide hallway of a courthouse?

This doesn't ring any bells for me, right now... Although, I am afraid of being judged at work. I want to be great at what I do and do not want to fail my students, nor the administration.

You're not a teacher of young children, are you??

Yeppers! Kindergarten teacher! :)

I know you want answers, Cloud - I know it, I can feel it. But I can't give you answers; I'm sorry. Future is not something I can relay. Something else that just came up...are you worried about your mom, Cloud? If that doesn't relate, please don't be alarmed...I was just distracted by someone else - it's possible that came from the distraction. But - I feel like there's a health issue with mom...maybe grandmother but really, this is nurturing figure...darker hair...and I'm seeing you in tears sitting on a bed...hands clasped in front of you and head down crying. So I'll say, because I'm still learning to interpret what I see, it's very possible I'm crossing two different signals...but I feel that it's all connected.

You have probably picked up on my mother's passing. She succumbed to cancer 5 years, ago. And yes, you have perfectly described what happened just moments after she died.


See - now I just got a cactus. Literally - a picture of a cactus popped in my mind, and then the feeling that a cactus would make you smile/giggle. ??

Hummm, this doesn't ring a bell...

I'll wait for feedback. lol. Could you please post feedback on my bio? Even if it's, "Nikolie you're confused." lol. :) Thank you so much Cloud. http://anybodythere.net/cgi-bin/paranormal-forums/YaBB.pl?num=1377999001

Hugs & blessings,
Nik[/color]



Thank you so much for taking time to do this extensive reading! I truly appreciate it! <3

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by samanthalm on 10/21/13 at 15:03:46

Nikolie,
I was wondering if you'd be willing to do a reading for me?

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 10/21/13 at 16:40:55


samanthalm wrote on 10/21/13 at 15:03:46:
Nikolie,
I was wondering if you'd be willing to do a reading for me?  



Of course! Are you looking for a picture read, or did you want to try and catch up in chat and do a live reading?

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by samanthalm on 10/21/13 at 17:15:06

We can do a live reading...when are you available?

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 10/21/13 at 17:51:05


samanthalm wrote on 10/21/13 at 17:15:06:
We can do a live reading...when are you available?



I'll be on today - I'll float in chat. If you want to pop in when you have the chance, we'll see if a mod is available to mediate. We'll find out if I can get a solid connection and go from there. :)

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by samanthalm on 10/23/13 at 16:36:29

Sorry about Monday, I wasn't near a computer liked I planned. I am however around today. I'll keep an eye on chat to see if you're there.

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by 1voyage on 11/23/13 at 09:01:07

Hi Nik-

You did so awesome!

My first reaction was to smile. I feel like you’re happy. Like you’re at a place in your life where you feel more content than maybe you’ve ever felt before…satisfied. I believe you feel quite confident in who you are…I don’t see a lot of searching in you. You seem to be in this place in your life where you’re comfortable with the knowledge you have, you want more – you’d not be content to just stop growing, no…but you feel like you are exactly where you should be and you have confidence that your life will continue to flow in that manner. You are correct, it’s been a long time since I have felt like things are “right” in my life. But I do feel that I am exactly where I am supposed to be at this moment and heading in the right direction!


I get this feeling that something has recently been lifted off of your shoulder/chest. Like, I keep taking these deep breaths…not like struggling to breathe but the feeling of being relieved. I want to say you’ve recently overcome something that really weighed on you, and you still have the feeling of satisfaction to have it gone? The funny thing is, I just noticed in the last month or so that I felt lighter, happier and more content. But I honestly do not know what made this shift in my mindset, it just kind of happened.


I also want to say, oh no – you are NO fool. Lol. Like…hmm…lol…with sass even. You’ve not had an easy life, and you have learned so much…including much about liars, manipulators, deceivers. And now I get the impression that you feel like, cut through the bs….save it, I am NO FOOL. LOL. I do feel like you have a gentle way about you, but for the most part I see you being much more of a strong woman, a suck it up – quit your whining – life goes on type of person. This made me seriously laugh out loud! You got it sister… I can be a super hard-ass and my sympathy and compassion are sometimes lacking when I should have more of it. I do tend to say “get over it and move on”! The only ones that truly know my gentler side are my children and my dogs, I’m a push over for all of them and would give my kids my life if they needed it.



And I get this…like, enjoyment of reading…learning…I think like also something with murder/mystery type movies? Not sure why the movies came in right then, I was more on the path of seeing you read and that genre of movie just popped out in front of me. Love to read murder/mysteries and if I get my mind on a subject, I read everything I can find on it.  I dont watch too much t.v, but when I do I watch paranormal stuff, go figure    ;D

I believe you to be a no frills type of woman. I think you enjoy having nice things, but I see you happy to shop at thrift stores, outdoor markets, and bargain places when possible. I wouldn’t say you’re cheap, but that you’re not concerned with material things just to have material things. Yes, comfort is nice and enjoyable…but not ridiculous spending.  Right again! Don’t get me wrong, I do spend money on foolish things at times but there is nothing that makes me jump up & down with delight more than when I can find a hidden treasure at a thrift store or flea market for cheap! WOO-HOO.
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Coming back, to try and close the first thing that really came to mind is that I don’t really see a husband around you…at least it doesn’t feel that way, but I’m curious about there being a current interest – someone that you may have an eye on but you’re just not sure about yet? I feel like there’s a relatively tall man, darker hair…gentle spirit…and I’m getting like these very masculine strong hands. He seems like he’s laid back and has a really nice laugh and smile. My husband passed about 3 years ago, so you are right. No current interest, but what you describe would work for me   ;) so…. I am going to take it that you are seeing something yet to come perhaps. Tall, dark, handsome and laid back….heck, what else could a girl ask for!



Thank you so very much for your read… you really were very accurate. I appreciate your time & effort. Well Done!  [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif] [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif] [smiley=hug.gif]

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by kimorents on 12/18/13 at 04:25:08

Thank you for the really good spirit read. You got so much good information that even though you didn't piece together I did!!
Even down to  flicking a scarfe  around a neck nerviously . I actually watched my daughter do that earlier today going hmm lol
very good read xxxx :)

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by rishi on 12/23/13 at 18:45:02

Hello

I would like to request a reading from you If possible. Whenever you have time.

Thanks in advance

Seasons Greetings
Rishi

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by WayWard on 02/12/14 at 01:11:46

Nikolie, I want to personally thank you for this past week. You did a mini read on sunday, which I will comment on shortly or within the next day or two. I thank you for today. You gave me a message that I really needed. It has definitely helped in the healing of my heart and mind. I asked my mother for confirmation and to answer these questions honestly... that I needed to hear it and heal. I just wasn't expecting the answer today... lol. Anyway, I also wanted to let you know, the comment about you did enough are words she has said in the past to others.  The other thing I wanted to let you know, on my wedding day, yes there were many ringlets in my hair and it was tied back. Also the bouquet was mixed flowers. Thank you once again for delivering the message from my mother.  You were dead on.

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by ajw90 on 02/12/14 at 06:58:50

Hey I think we met in chat the other day. I would really love a read sometime. I can't post pictures up here but I have one on my website mylifeasaghosthunterajw@webs.com. thank you and I hope we can chat sometime. :-)

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by WayWard on 02/12/14 at 23:03:46

Hello nikolie, just thought I would drop you another feedback... thank you so much

nikolie: You make me smile, Way. I feel that you are a very genuine, down to earth person who is filled with a lot of patience and love. I almost immediately get dogs around you – not sure why, but I feel more than one. First a few smaller dogs and then I see a larger dog…like a lab-type, black…following you around. And I see cats and fish too?? Gold fish maybe? Not sure. Lol. I think you’ve been through quite a bit in your life…there are struggles that many don’t realize or know about, and I really see you as being the sounding board for other rather than the reverse.
[color=#ff00ff][color=#ff00ff]I am glad I make you smile, for if I didn't, I wouldn't have done my job right. I am very much a down to earth kid of person with much love and patience. More than most realize. I am not surprised you picked up on the animals around me. I am very much an animal person and most seek me out. The one in particular, is the black lab. We had a black lab while I was growing up. I miss her greatly. We had a lot of fun with her and I hope she enjoyed it as much as we did. Her name was Simba. I feel more connected to animals than people. I have had a variety of animals over the years right on down to fish, all kinds. I have been through a great many things in my life, more than even I care to admit and don't.  And no, they will never know. Yes, I am a sounding board for many and not the reverse. I keep quiet and try and let things go in other ways[/color][/color].

nikolie: It’s as if many seem to take your love and kindness as a weakness, and that you’ve felt that way yourself…like maybe you should be doing it differently – but, I think you find yourself sobering up and realizing that it’s not you who needs to change her ways – loving and caring for people is not a bad quality…it is those who take advantage of that love, caring, and loyalty that need to change how they’re doing things.
Many do take my kindness and love as a weakness, and more so, I have not just thought that, but felt it too. And then there are some that feel very threatened by this as well, and have done things to try and destroy me. And yes, I have often wondered how I could have done things differently. But unfortunately, I have not come up with any other way to do it, lol. And yes, I realize it is not me that needs to change their ways. No, loving and caring are not bad qualities, they just hurt sometimes very badly. Will I change that? No. If anything, I will become more loving and more caring. Just can't do it any other way.


nikolie: Okay – I also get the feel of plants, like potted plants around you – and I’m not sure if you really just have a green thumb OR if it’s that animals and nature really speak to you. I don’t feel a man currently in your life…but I do feel that there was a husband/long term partner, whom disappointed you greatly…and this is where I get some confusion. Is this a man who has passed and there are unresolved things with or is there a separate man who passed that there are unresolved issues with? Because I’m getting the feeling of being quite in love and happy, and yet then I feel that there was divorce/separation – yet I’m also feeling a male around who is passed and I’m getting something strong in the stomach…a pull – muscle. Hmm. Not sure
I love plants, had many different kinds and quite often the few friends I had would bring me theirs to nurse back to health. I have also brought some plants that appeared to be dead back to life. Yes, I have very much a green thumb.  That went by the way side when I started having kids. Now that they are grown up, I am slowly getting back into it. Just have to watch as I have cats that love not just the plants, but the dirt as well, lol. Both animals and plants do speak to me and give me much needed love and peace with no demands.  Nope, no man is in my life, and will probably be that way for some time  There was a huge disappointment. He is not passed, he is very much alive. As soon as I am back on my own two feet again, I will be doing my divorce and will be finished with it. As for resolving the rest, it will ever happen and it's best I just let that go. One can lead a horse to water, but you can't make them drink. As for the male your feeling around me who has passed, that will be my dad. He has had many issues that involved his intestines. Almost died on several occasions because of it over the years. He finally passed in 2009 from lung cancer. There maybe unresolved things with him too. On a side note, there is a male that I do feel a connection to, but age and distance are huge factors that play into things. I also don't want to make something into something if this is not the case. Guess there is more to ponder.

nikolie: Whatever is going on with this male, with the stomach - I feel a sense of protection over you...pride and love as well. A very quiet, but strong man - in presence.
The male with the stomach issues is my dad. And yes, I have felt him around me a lot. I am glad he is proud of me. As for being quiet, he was not, lol. Everyone knew when he was around.
 
nikolie: DONE

Thank you once again Nikolie.  You have been once again, dead on. You have given me some peace.  I can not thank you enough.

Daphne-Love and Peace to you.


Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by cutiepie on 02/14/14 at 02:30:55

Hi Nikolie! i have read your feed back from others and would love to give you a try for a reading. Please, I could really use one right now. Whatever you feel, see,etc.

Thanks & take care! :)

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by ajw90 on 02/14/14 at 10:58:21

I can't send private messages. What is a time you are on? I think we both live under EST.

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 02/14/14 at 19:06:24


cutiepie wrote on 02/14/14 at 02:30:55:
Hi Nikolie! i have read your feed back from others and would love to give you a try for a reading. Please, I could really use one right now. Whatever you feel, see,etc.

Thanks & take care! :)


Cutie -

Thank you so much for giving me the opportunity to connect. I will be in touch very soon!!

Blessings!

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 02/14/14 at 19:09:26

For those awaiting readings: Please always feel free to try and catch me in chat - even if we're not set up for a time, if I'm floating in chat and a MOD is available to sit with us I will take time out to provide a reading.

Thank you all so very much - I'm looking forward to speaking with each of you!

Hugs,

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 02/14/14 at 23:14:35


DancingSpirit wrote on 02/12/14 at 23:03:46:
Hello nikolie, just thought I would drop you another feedback... thank you so much

nikolie: You make me smile, Way. I feel that you are a very genuine, down to earth person who is filled with a lot of patience and love. I almost immediately get dogs around you – not sure why, but I feel more than one. First a few smaller dogs and then I see a larger dog…like a lab-type, black…following you around. And I see cats and fish too?? Gold fish maybe? Not sure. Lol. I think you’ve been through quite a bit in your life…there are struggles that many don’t realize or know about, and I really see you as being the sounding board for other rather than the reverse.
[color=#ff00ff][color=#ff00ff]I am glad I make you smile, for if I didn't, I wouldn't have done my job right. I am very much a down to earth kid of person with much love and patience. More than most realize. I am not surprised you picked up on the animals around me. I am very much an animal person and most seek me out. The one in particular, is the black lab. We had a black lab while I was growing up. I miss her greatly. We had a lot of fun with her and I hope she enjoyed it as much as we did. Her name was Simba. I feel more connected to animals than people. I have had a variety of animals over the years right on down to fish, all kinds. I have been through a great many things in my life, more than even I care to admit and don't.  And no, they will never know. Yes, I am a sounding board for many and not the reverse. I keep quiet and try and let things go in other ways[/color][/color].

nikolie: It’s as if many seem to take your love and kindness as a weakness, and that you’ve felt that way yourself…like maybe you should be doing it differently – but, I think you find yourself sobering up and realizing that it’s not you who needs to change her ways – loving and caring for people is not a bad quality…it is those who take advantage of that love, caring, and loyalty that need to change how they’re doing things.
Many do take my kindness and love as a weakness, and more so, I have not just thought that, but felt it too. And then there are some that feel very threatened by this as well, and have done things to try and destroy me. And yes, I have often wondered how I could have done things differently. But unfortunately, I have not come up with any other way to do it, lol. And yes, I realize it is not me that needs to change their ways. No, loving and caring are not bad qualities, they just hurt sometimes very badly. Will I change that? No. If anything, I will become more loving and more caring. Just can't do it any other way.


nikolie: Okay – I also get the feel of plants, like potted plants around you – and I’m not sure if you really just have a green thumb OR if it’s that animals and nature really speak to you. I don’t feel a man currently in your life…but I do feel that there was a husband/long term partner, whom disappointed you greatly…and this is where I get some confusion. Is this a man who has passed and there are unresolved things with or is there a separate man who passed that there are unresolved issues with? Because I’m getting the feeling of being quite in love and happy, and yet then I feel that there was divorce/separation – yet I’m also feeling a male around who is passed and I’m getting something strong in the stomach…a pull – muscle. Hmm. Not sure
I love plants, had many different kinds and quite often the few friends I had would bring me theirs to nurse back to health. I have also brought some plants that appeared to be dead back to life. Yes, I have very much a green thumb.  That went by the way side when I started having kids. Now that they are grown up, I am slowly getting back into it. Just have to watch as I have cats that love not just the plants, but the dirt as well, lol. Both animals and plants do speak to me and give me much needed love and peace with no demands.  Nope, no man is in my life, and will probably be that way for some time  There was a huge disappointment. He is not passed, he is very much alive. As soon as I am back on my own two feet again, I will be doing my divorce and will be finished with it. As for resolving the rest, it will ever happen and it's best I just let that go. One can lead a horse to water, but you can't make them drink. As for the male your feeling around me who has passed, that will be my dad. He has had many issues that involved his intestines. Almost died on several occasions because of it over the years. He finally passed in 2009 from lung cancer. There maybe unresolved things with him too. On a side note, there is a male that I do feel a connection to, but age and distance are huge factors that play into things. I also don't want to make something into something if this is not the case. Guess there is more to ponder.

nikolie: Whatever is going on with this male, with the stomach - I feel a sense of protection over you...pride and love as well. A very quiet, but strong man - in presence.
The male with the stomach issues is my dad. And yes, I have felt him around me a lot. I am glad he is proud of me. As for being quiet, he was not, lol. Everyone knew when he was around.
 
nikolie: DONE

Thank you once again Nikolie.  You have been once again, dead on. You have given me some peace.  I can not thank you enough.

Daphne-Love and Peace to you.


Daphne -

I am so grateful for your feedback; thank you for taking time out to really touch base on everything that I had mentioned - that truly helps me to understand the messages I'm receiving and how to relay them.   [smiley=hug.gif]

I'm happy your mom chose me and that I was able to relay her message that had meaning and healing for you, Daphne.

Thank you again - be blessed!!

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 02/15/14 at 02:29:36


cutiepie wrote on 02/14/14 at 02:30:55:
Hi Nikolie! i have read your feed back from others and would love to give you a try for a reading. Please, I could really use one right now. Whatever you feel, see,etc.

Thanks & take care! :)


Cutie –
Your personality makes me want to smile – I feel a gentle, light-hearted, eager young woman…but the smile fades for me into more of a motherly feeling and a need to listen to you, give you support, and hug you. I feel as though you need to be embraced to unload burden and feel understood and cared for.
I am sort of stuck, Cutie…there’s something lingering that overshadows you and although I feel that you’re seeking answers there…I feel it’s something that you hide; you want answers and healing, but you do not want people to know what it is that lurks over you. I very much see you pretending too much of the time – how tiresome that becomes.
I feel that you’re a gentle, peaceful, and very kind person…someone really took advantage of this. I keep feeling like a larger male is involved in this equation…I’m getting the feeling that he took advantage of you and was very overbearing, jealous, controlling, and angry inside. I can’t pinpoint the relationship – I want to say romantic…yes it feels much more of a romantic relationship although I’m seeing some kind of struggle and similarity with your father I believe as well. I keep getting you feeling controlled…and not understanding why. Like…you weren’t a trouble maker, you weren’t dishonest, there wasn’t any sort of infidelity on your part…each relationship you encountered that was controlling confused you internally because you didn’t deserve to be treated like that. I do want to add that, when I mention that you weren't dishonest, I get this immediate impression of you lying...but, because you began to feel like you had to hide things in order to avoid problems/arguments/judgment. But that doesn't make it your fault, just as it doesn't make you a bad person.

I keep feeling that you're very tired and worn out, much more emotionally than physically...like these things you're keeping to yourself...they're too much for you to continue to carry. It feels as though the shine in your eyes is dulling. Does this make sense to you? That it's time for you to put down (release) some of the baggage, to move forward. If you’ve gotten out of this situation, and the man still attempts to linger…it's time for you to let go completely. There is no way to embrace all of what the future holds for us if we're still gripping onto our past. We have to make room for new. :) I want to say…you’re worth so much more than what’s happened, than what you’ve endured…you have to truly know that. To understand that other people do not define your worth. As kind as you may be…as gentle as you may be…you are strong and you are capable, of whatever it is you need to do. Get going – pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and start kicking life’s butt. :) I think you have something special in store for you, blessings you aren’t even expecting. There is something special about you in particular...something that sparkles beneath all of what is on the surface. "Don't let the devil steal your joys." ;)

I want to add…there is a child…I believe it’s a little girl, that I keep seeing around you a lot. I cannot pinpoint her age exactly – but I get the impression that she’s about 5 – she has very dark hair like you, thick, and I keep seeing her in pigtails. :) I get that you have a mothering relationship with her, although I cannot say for sure that she’s actually you’re daughter. Hopefully you’re aware of this child and can tell me I’m not crazy. ;) lol

I would love to hear back from you Cutie. I hope that you’re able to find some of the answers you’re seeking. :)

Hugs & Blessings,

Nik


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Post by cutiepie on 02/15/14 at 18:37:37

thank you so much for the reading Nikolie! :). everything you said is so accurate. My dad is and was a controlling and kinda angry man and i did have issues with him but not that much anymore. its very rare and he knows i will not put up with that behaviour because if it did i would be gone. He is very caring,supportive and funny though. Now my ex boyfriend on the other hand is also a jealous,controlling person. He does not want to see me happy it hurts him. If im sad then he is very happy. If im happy he is angry. He is still stalking me and getting his friends to harrass me as well. He broke so many promises to me he made. Uses bad language about women. ive been over him now for atleast a year. i dont think a normal, loving person will stalk you. so no he never appreciated me and took me for granted :(.

As for the little girl, she is my niece from my first cousin & she wears pigtails most of the time. She loves my company and is sad if i go. I do not have children. She is 5 yrs old.  she has light brown hair not dark as mine.

May i ask what kind of special thing do i have in store for me? just curious?. like in general, love, job,etc?. i really hope there is a change soon.

About my personality you are spot on.


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Post by DontKnow on 02/15/14 at 20:19:25

Hi, I'd love a reading if possible. Haven't had one in a long time so be interesting to find out what's new

Thank you  :)

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Post by 1voltage on 02/17/14 at 21:30:38

Nik- thank you so much for the reading today on my husband  [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif] [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif]

You did so awesome and there was so much validation in your reading!  Even though it made me cry, it was a good cry... to feel close to him again was so wonderful, and all because of you and your gift!  [smiley=hug.gif]

You really dont know how much it meant to me  [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif]

Much Love ~1voltage

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Post by Eyaru on 02/18/14 at 01:27:45

First of all, thank you for your reply on my post requesting a reading. I understand what you mean when you say seek light. It is to replace the negative things that cause me stress and anger, or whatever with things that make me happy, and glad to be around.  And you are right about all the stuff you picked up, although It's not like I need to tell you that.

I understand that is it this bad spirits will for me to feel weak. His desire or whatever to shut me down.. My hopes, and dreams, and passions, and just weakening me. and yeah, he probably finds it something to gloat about, even me talking about it. And besides all of that, I will admit that I am tired. I also am not sure what it is i can really do to change this. My efforts have probably not been enough to create change in the past, but i have tried many times. And been disappointed many times. And I do not say this to bring more negativity.. Only to finally say.. That I need fuel if that makes any sense. I am trying to rest now.. And trying the little things 1Voltage suggesting to me.. I will keep trying. But I need something. I am not sure what it is.. But I need something..

Thanks again for everything. I do appreciate it. Hopefully one day soon, I will be in the place where I can read others again like I use to. I would much enjoy that.

Thanks for your encouragement.  

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Post by nikolie on 02/18/14 at 02:02:34


cutiepie wrote on 02/15/14 at 18:37:37:
thank you so much for the reading Nikolie! :). everything you said is so accurate. My dad is and was a controlling and kinda angry man and i did have issues with him but not that much anymore. its very rare and he knows i will not put up with that behaviour because if it did i would be gone. He is very caring,supportive and funny though. Now my ex boyfriend on the other hand is also a jealous,controlling person. He does not want to see me happy it hurts him. If im sad then he is very happy. If im happy he is angry. He is still stalking me and getting his friends to harrass me as well. He broke so many promises to me he made. Uses bad language about women. ive been over him now for atleast a year. i dont think a normal, loving person will stalk you. so no he never appreciated me and took me for granted :(.

As for the little girl, she is my niece from my first cousin & she wears pigtails most of the time. She loves my company and is sad if i go. I do not have children. She is 5 yrs old.  she has light brown hair not dark as mine.

May i ask what kind of special thing do i have in store for me? just curious?. like in general, love, job,etc?. i really hope there is a change soon.

About my personality you are spot on.


Cutie -

Thank you so very much for your feedback; I truly appreciate it. :)

As for your future - what's in store: remember to stay positive, keep a light heart...don't let others steal your joy or change you for the worse. Continue to move forward no matter what and your blessings will come. Not always in your time, but they will come.  ;)

Big hugs!

Nik



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Post by cutiepie on 02/18/14 at 05:07:33

thanks nikolie :)

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Post by Kaylouise on 02/19/14 at 09:35:39

Thank you so much for the picture reading nikolie you were so accurate! Xx

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Post by stellalucy on 02/20/14 at 14:56:57

Hi there nik

Just wondering if you could give me a reading pls  :)

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Post by stellalucy on 02/20/14 at 20:48:10

Hi there pic attached :-)

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Post by nikolie on 02/21/14 at 18:15:45

Stella,

I keep saying, "what is it Honey, what is it that's weighing you down?" I feel as though you've spent so much time hiding/covering up that you've grown accustomed to living like that; it's as if you've forgotten what it feels like to be emotionally/spiritually free. At the same time, I'm also getting indication that you've been through a place in time where you sort of, "played the victim" for lack of a better term. That isn't to say that your feelings were'nt valid, or that you didn't have cause to feel defeated...but rather that at a point in time you accepted and found comfort in the attention that hard times/circumstances brought you. Does that make sense?

I am very drawn to something about the neck...it feels negative, but I believe you're going to understand what I'm talking about. As well as this feeling of constantly trying not to cry. Something has to give. There are factors in our lives that we definitely can not control...even some that we can (say who we choose to enter into relationships with - whether platonic, romantic, work-related, etc.) control turn out completely differently than we would have ever expected...it is a part of life to encounter difficult times brought on by others and ourselves unknowingly. But, there are also many choices we make in which we know that the results aren't likely to be favorable, yet we do it anyway. I feel that you're circumstances are a result of both, but I am more drawn to say that there is quite a bit that you have chosen knowingly...at least to some extent. I feel this nags and upsets you and that you spend much too much time in self-guilt/self-blame. I want to pull you outside of the house and tell you to stop isolating! :) Your soul needs to be nourished and well cared for, but Stella - don't look for that care from others, start with yourself.

There is a man...I feel he's bad news, Stella. I feel anger...spite...an inability to control himself at times...and a passive aggressive/manipulative nature. He feels small to me...rather, not a "large" man...as if he would be considered average height...maybe 5'8/5'9. I believe he's a very negative influence in your past, but I also feel a lurking feeling. I feel that you're somewhat trapped by what you've experienced with him...but I don't know that he's completely stepped out of the picture himself.

I also need to say, stay away from new relationships right now. I don't see anything positive or long-term coming from that right now, Stella; the message I get is for you to take care of you, focus on you, and step into the sunshine. :) I very much understand the desire to feel loved unconditionally...there is nothing wrong with that. Just understand that, in order for you to truly receive that love, and to give the same in return...you must start with you. Give yourself time to truly heal and to enjoy time with yourself. Everything is going to be okay. :) Our souls are much stronger than our bodies, Stella - a broken heart can be healed. Allow yourself to gather what you've learned, build character, gain wisdom, and step forward.  [smiley=HEARTbeating.gif]

One other thing I'd like to ask: is there an older woman, short curly black (maybe dark brown) hair, she's short...wears glasses...I want to say late 50's...that has passed? I see her and I also am being shown a peacock feather (looks like a tattoo though) and then the bird itself, a peacock. Does any of that have significance to you? This woman is simply making her presence known to me. She's quiet, and I feel as though she speaks a foreign language - although she may also speak English.

Thank you so much for allowing me to connect, Stella.

Be blessed,

Nik

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Post by Emvee on 02/21/14 at 21:47:49

Dear nikolie. I'd like a reading. I have been feeling alone plenty of times and I'm wondering if this time of solitude will soon come to an end. I lack social connections and the group of friends I had...things are dying between us I feel.

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Post by stellalucy on 02/21/14 at 22:58:11

Thank you ever so much. I can confirm it all the man you speak of is still in the picture but you have described to a tee. I have however developed feelings for someone else. I know it's not the right time and only this week have I said what will be will be. I am planning on concentrating on myself have applied to university something for me. Have forgotten who I am and what I want to be.

The lady i can also take,

Thank you again :-)

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Post by Remus on 02/25/14 at 22:29:25

I think I'd like a read from you. I want you to challenge yourself in any way you see fit for this. Doesn't matter where you end up necessarily. I'd like a better picture of the 'essence of my spirit' as it may have become more apparent along the times.

Since you don't really need pics anymore, I'd like for you to use my sn and my formal name, Antonio. If you need a last name, I can pm that to you.

I don't really have too private of a life, so feel free to say what may be on your mind. If it does flow into a matter of forum guidelines, I wouldn't be opposed to any other means you may have of delivery. I understand that you prefer a chat, which is fine with me as well. My schedule's pretty open at the moment.

Recently, I've seemingly made a change in my energies. They appear to resonate at a higher frequency than they used to. I'm only telling you this so that you wouldn't be put off by it if you encounter it.

Anyway, I hope that you're having an awesome day and that your affairs are in order. I'll be here whenever you decide to begin. Provided that I'm doing this right  :)

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Post by Jin604 on 02/28/14 at 20:20:08

Hi Nikolie,
I didn't know you had a thread for your readings! That's awesome, anyhow if you would like to I'd appreciate reading.  :) Hope you're doing well, take care.

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Post by Sanlty on 03/02/14 at 22:02:53

Hiya Nikolie!
Here is a more complete feedback from this evening picture reading on chat. you wrote:
"This little girl nearly jumps out at me. Like, the moment I see her I know shes so…alive, energy wise. She is playful and full of spunk and spirit. She’s also very…mischievous. I think in both a very good, childlike way, and yet I also feel that it could be a bit overwhelming at times. I do feel she’s around…I see wooden stairs, dark wood around her…and feel that she sort of misplaces things at times. There is something I feel she feels unresolved about…a bit…put off by…but I can’t quite put my finger on it. I feel like there were some sort of chest issues…breathing and heart possibly. And sadness, San|ty – I’m sorry. It’s not to hurt you, but to give you what spirit provides me. I don’t feel as though there’s sadness now for her, but more that there is unhealed heartbreak from her passing. I keep feeling, “it’s not fair, it’s not right – I don’t understand” – and that I find that she wishes that would pass for her mother. That grief and feeling of…maybe you could have done something differently? Although it doesn’t feel to me that her passing was preventable. I feel like youre her favorite person…and I also feel that there was a lot of tension, difficulty between she and mom, I believe.
I don’t feel that it was so much intentional for her to be difficult, although she is feisty! But more…that there were communication/learning difficulties. I think mom felt worn down many times, but her heart was always in the right place. Is there a Caroline or Carolyn name that has meaning? I keep feeling like she wants to just jump out and say “BOO! LADY!” but at the same time she feels so…serious about this connection. She wants to be here for you today, as if she’s been waiting to talk to you. I feel as though I see her throw her arms around your neck and just be in your arms. I get a slight lisp when I hear her speak, and more than anything I feel her feel the need to comfort you. Smiley I have a harder time focusing because I’m trying to multi-task here, but I want to reiterate how strong she feels to me, and how much love she wants to give and send. Love feels like it’s her message more than anything today. The need to express love and give love and show love. "

First off, I appreciated your reading as well as the other ones. You did not make me sad or upset or offended during the reading. Takes alot to do that to me, so no worrie there :)

You are right on in everything you said. She was ill, and her medication would at times make her.. a tad too much to handle if that makes sense? She would jump out at you and scream just to make you jump, and on medication that got taken to another level so to say lol She would be given medicine to relax and sleep, but onher it would work the opposite way... so she would go all hyper and litterally climp up the walls xD

The sadness, bad feelings, guilt , around her passing is spot on. I think the whole family carrys that in their own way. But probably mostly me, cos i made her a promise that I would be there for her, till the end. But my family tricked me to leave her room at one point, and when i got back, they had pulled the plug on her. So therefor the guilt and bad feelings. I carried that for many year, but have let it go now. But I still dont understand why they would do that to me and her, and so on. I will enver get the answers though, so im working on letting it go  for good.

I was her favourite person, and she was mine, deifantely. I was mroe of a mother figure to her in life then our mother was. There is alot to the family then has come through in the reading this evening. But it explains why you felt the tension between her and our real mother.

She never meant to be difficult no. But her illness and her learning difficulties on different areas in life made it a heavy burden many times. Our real mother was worned down alot, and I stepped up to the task. So basicly a complicated life, painful, surrounded by her illness. But overall she was a joyful sister and always loving.

I was pussled by the name you brough up.. but after some though , i came to a girl she went to nursery school with, and in her class at school. Karoline in our language. So it must be here. This girl love dmy sister alot and they were like best friends.

The way you say you feels she would hug me and just be in my arms, she did that alot. she would sit on my lap, facing me, and just hug me as i held her. we did that alot. She gave alto of love in life, and she still does. So I agree, her message today was about love.

Thank you for a great reading Nikolie!

San|ty

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Post by princesspeach on 03/03/14 at 07:11:41

Hi!
I'd love a reading, there are some things in my life really plaguing me and I really need some guidance and insight. Let me know if you truly need a picture and I can pm it to you. I'm 24/f

Thanks in advance dear, looking forward to hearing from you :)

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Post by LunaKiss on 03/04/14 at 05:00:45

Hi we spoke in chat about my HOH and how you are learning how to do sign language and work with those who are deaf.

I was wondering if you would be okay with doing a reading on me. I need a little guidance.


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Post by nikolie on 03/05/14 at 04:52:33

Melli –
Thank you so much for your patience, I know you requested this read from me a couple of weeks ago  - I’ve been quite busy but I haven’t forgotten you. :)

First I want to say that the feeling of love jumps out at me. Love and lots of energy Melli. I do feel that you and your daughter are quite close…more than most mother and daughter pairs. I also feel that there’s been some passionate differences between the two of you and that, at times, it feels like a love/hate relationship – although there is no hate between the two of you…only that you both feel things very strongly. I do also get the feeling that you’re the more calm of the two – sort of a wise calmness. I believe that your spirituality is of the utmost importance to you and that it keeps you grounded much of the time. I feel that you can feel uprooted easily at times, always coming back to grounding yourself spiritually. I think there’s a man that you’re involved with…and that you felt very passionate about, but I don’t see anyone coming as close to you as the relationship you have had with your daughter. Like a team. I also feel that you’re both very open with each other – at times even hiding things from one another that really, don’t need to be hidden…simply to try and keep from disappointing each other. There’s a friendship there more than the mother/daughter relationship.

I keep picking up on an accent, I feel that from you…that there’s a foreign – Greek or European accent. But Greek/Greece keeps popping up strong for me…hopefully that makes sense to you. Im also feeling an underlying health issue…some sort of sickness that you’re aware of, but that I can’t quite put my finger on. Possibly something with the blood…maybe the bones?

I also feel that there is a lot of sadness in your past…you feel like a dreamer…a believer in beauty and some of the things that most people think are impossible. I feel repeated disappointment for you – but, I want to say…don’t let the actions of others dampen the brightness and beauty that you believe is out there. Find balance between what is realistic and the good that you choose to see in people and the world. Not everyone is good, you know that…but…there ARE good people, genuine people. It is important though, that you find a way to not allow others to take advantage of your kindness and love – when you know someone is doing wrong, doing you wrong – taking advantage…to put strong boundaries in place and not allow yourself to be “played a fool.” I do get that there was infidelity from a man  - this particular man though…I feel that you knew…you felt it intuitively first…and then you knew for certain, but that you chose to believe him…to try and forgive…and in the end you were disappointed and hurt even more.
I also get a lot of stars. Stars keep popping up around you – and cold nights…I see you outside on night’s when the sky itself is very dark, but the stars are plentiful – and you feel peaceful. But the stars themselves seem to have significance and meaning to you. I also keep getting a particular looking sun – it feels like it’s a tattoo.

I’m not quite sure about the job, Melli. I’m sorry. For some reason I keep wanting to put you in a secretarial position, but it feels wrong to me…because it feels as though your heart and personality isn’t happy in that position. I’m not sure what line of work you’re looking into specifically; make sure that, if at all possible you’re able to invest yourself in something that brings you joy and fulfillment because I get the feeling that you don’t do well if you feel caged. :)
You’re a kind and gentle soul, Melli – I believe a genuinely good person. You’re also much stronger than I think you realize. :)
I am truly looking forward to your feedback, Melli. Thank you for allowing me the opportunity to connect with you. Please leave feedback here on my bio page. :)

Hugs & Blessings,
Nik

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Post by nikolie on 03/05/14 at 05:10:15

For those of you who have requested readings, but have not yet received one - please know that I have not forgotten any of you. I have fallen a bit behind with my readings, due to my personal life. :) I am currently trying to take time out to work through at least one each day.

Thank you for being patient. :)

Be blessed!

Nik

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Post by nikolie on 03/09/14 at 19:58:58

RMS –
The reading you requested:

For my sitter I see a lot of drama. Much of it she'd like to blame on others, but I am seeing that it comes from her and her choices more than anything. I get a lot of childishness and manipulation, especially when it comes to getting her way, or trying to get her way – like, temper tantrums.

I also see quite a bit of sadness and self-doubt, insecurities that she’s not very open or up front about. She feels defensive much of the time…like she needs to protect herself from the  pain that other people can bring. She’s been disappointed quite a bit, and kind of feels like she’s trying to be in a self-preservation mode….very negative way to go about all this though. I feel like she’s a young soul who has much to learn about the heart, people, relationships…interactions. There is a lot of naivety in her still, although I get the feeling that you’d sort of laugh that off and be quick to think that she’s much more aware than people think. Yes, she knows what she sets out to do many times…but she is very naïve when it comes to life and people…and the right way to go about interacting with others and nurturing relationships. I feel much too much selfishness….some sort of issues with her dad. I can’t tell if he’s spoiled her too much…it feels as though he spoils her materialistically and she’s resenting that. Although she feeds on it, I believe her soul yearns for true devotion and the feeling of unconditional love and the proper attention. I’m sorry – I’m getting a lot of turmoil with this young lady. Sex seems to be an issue of control as well.

I don’t feel that she does “alone” well. She’s finding a lot of her value and worth in men and relationships rather than within herself.  :(  She needs to learn to be comfortable alone, to love herself, and find her worth within herself so that she can better seek out and participate in healthier relationships. Lots of confusion around her. But a beautiful girl, such a shame she feels so lost inside. I do feel that she’s goal oriented…but that she’s sort of lazy at the moment. She wants much more, but I don’t know that she’s truly willing to work for it. I think she much rather be at the receiving end and encounter the easier ways of enduring life.

I’m sorry to say, RMS – but I believe that she’s going to have some very rocky events in her future in order to open her eyes and get her moving on the right path. She appears very bitter and, again, lost inside. I’m not getting very many positive feelings/thoughts right now, but that doesn’t mean that she is not a wonderful soul. She just has much work to do and her message, for now, is to start on her journey of working through the dirt and grime and moving forward to better HERSELF.
Blessings to her and to you as well,
Nik

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Post by rms922 on 03/09/14 at 20:19:53


nikolie wrote on 03/09/14 at 19:58:58:
RMS –
The reading you requested:

For my sitter I see a lot of drama. Much of it she'd like to blame on others, but I am seeing that it comes from her and her choices more than anything. I get a lot of childishness and manipulation, especially when it comes to getting her way, or trying to get her way – like, temper tantrums.

I also see quite a bit of sadness and self-doubt, insecurities that she’s not very open or up front about. She feels defensive much of the time…like she needs to protect herself from the  pain that other people can bring. She’s been disappointed quite a bit, and kind of feels like she’s trying to be in a self-preservation mode….very negative way to go about all this though. I feel like she’s a young soul who has much to learn about the heart, people, relationships…interactions. There is a lot of naivety in her still, although I get the feeling that you’d sort of laugh that off and be quick to think that she’s much more aware than people think. Yes, she knows what she sets out to do many times…but she is very naïve when it comes to life and people…and the right way to go about interacting with others and nurturing relationships. I feel much too much selfishness….some sort of issues with her dad. I can’t tell if he’s spoiled her too much…it feels as though he spoils her materialistically and she’s resenting that. Although she feeds on it, I believe her soul yearns for true devotion and the feeling of unconditional love and the proper attention. I’m sorry – I’m getting a lot of turmoil with this young lady. Sex seems to be an issue of control as well.

I don’t feel that she does “alone” well. She’s finding a lot of her value and worth in men and relationships rather than within herself.  :(  She needs to learn to be comfortable alone, to love herself, and find her worth within herself so that she can better seek out and participate in healthier relationships. Lots of confusion around her. But a beautiful girl, such a shame she feels so lost inside. I do feel that she’s goal oriented…but that she’s sort of lazy at the moment. She wants much more, but I don’t know that she’s truly willing to work for it. I think she much rather be at the receiving end and encounter the easier ways of enduring life.

I’m sorry to say, RMS – but I believe that she’s going to have some very rocky events in her future in order to open her eyes and get her moving on the right path. She appears very bitter and, again, lost inside. I’m not getting very many positive feelings/thoughts right now, but that doesn’t mean that she is not a wonderful soul. She just has much work to do and her message, for now, is to start on her journey of working through the dirt and grime and moving forward to better HERSELF.
Blessings to her and to you as well,
Nik


Well thank you. I know most of this to be true and feel as if the rest is accurate too. Do you think there's anything I can do to help her through this? I believe she is about to make a drastic mistake apropos to her relationships. As I said, I saw it in a dream and am very worried for her.
To make matters even worse, my emotions seem to be connected with hers so I can literally feel when she's upset or anxious. I'm scared because if she gets hurt- I will as well, and my life is on the fast track up. Any help or advice you could give me would be much appreciated. I have an ominous feeling but I don't think it's too late for her.

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Post by nikolie on 03/11/14 at 14:52:32


princesspeach wrote on 03/03/14 at 07:11:41:
Hi!
I'd love a reading, there are some things in my life really plaguing me and I really need some guidance and insight. Let me know if you truly need a picture and I can pm it to you. I'm 24/f

Thanks in advance dear, looking forward to hearing from you :)


Princesspeach –

I get a myriad of emotions with you. I want to smile and laugh, but at the same time I feel that there is much hidden and much that you are searching for. I do not feel that you feel at rest in your life – more that you are unsatisfied, but I get the impression that most people around you don’t realize how unsatisfied you truly are. I keep getting the impression of a heavy chest…a heavy heart. I believe that you’re seeking your answers – your way to satisfaction – in the wrong ways, peach. There is a hesitation, a fear of letting go of something…possibly someone…in order to get where you know you want to be – but, clinging to anything that keeps you from enjoying your life and obtaining your goals, is not healthy. I feel that you still have a rather young soul with much to learn and experience.

I continue to get this ongoing feeling of pretending and trying to be happy, but fighting this longing…this feeling of sadness that seems to burden you. I think you’re trying too hard to please other people and by doing so, time is passing and you’re not allowing yourself to be true to you – to who you are. I get the feeling that you’ve been on the receiving end of a  lot of unnecessary criticism, and in the midst of it all you’ve tried to find your voice but to do so without upsetting/hurting those around you. But you are deserving of receiving unconditional love, peach. Love that is given because the person loves YOU for who you are, not because you conform to what they want you to be. There’s no true happiness in that.

The words that come to mind for you are balance, acceptance, love, and passion.

I do feel that you set out to be kind and attempt to do no harm, but I also feel that you struggle with manipulation at times and secrets. I fully believe that secrets can eat away at us, Peach; keep in mind that none of us are without faults, none of us are without pasts, and all of us make mistakes daily. Do not be afraid to let people in and to carry on meaningful friendships.

I think you’ll find a butterfly to have significance to you right now. :)

If you allow the hurts and disappointments that others have caused you to mold your future, then you allow their mistakes to keep you prisoner Peach. :) Do your best to give each new person a fresh start. Forgive those who have caused you long term hurt and upset so that you can move forward through life. ;)

Be blessed Peach.

Hugs,

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by MissLissy88 on 03/13/14 at 21:08:50

Dear sweet Nikolie  :)

Your reading you gave me yesterday was so very detailed and I don't think you give yourself enough credit for how well you are able to connect. I asked that our reading be private because I tend to open my self up more if I don't have the energies of many watching and disturbing my trust. So I am going to do my best to give you very detailed feed back.

Firstly you picked up that at the moment, you feel as though I'm being pulled in 100 different directions. You said ...So many different facets of who I am, what I want, and where I want to go, and that I'm trying to figure out everything at once. You said looking at me you feel such and innocennce but at the same time a fierceness as well.

You are 100% correct. At the moment I do feel as though I'm being pulled in 100 different directions for sure. I spend a lot of time thinking and planning what I want and where I want to go in my life. I will think for hours what is best for my girls and I, sometimes to the point I can't sleep lol I dwell, plan and analyze everything and every outcome. I do have an innocence that is very important to me, although I don't fully expose it to anyone. I trap it within and at times it hurts to do so. You are very right in saying you also sense a fierceness within me. I refuse to let any harshness in life bend or break me, I will take it... learn... pick up the pieces and move on. I'm not saying I don't feel pain, because of course I do, I'm human  ;D I just refuse to be knocked down or defeated.

now, you said  you see and feel something hitting my chest and throat area like pain, hard to breath and that it's related to stress. You picked up an office setting and that my job may be taking a toll on me. You asked me if I was aware that I have many many spirits around me.... that they form a circle and it's as though they are on gaurd and protecting me, and that I'm very important to them. You also picked up My oldest daughter feeling as though she doesn't get a voice and also a seperation. You said I need to try and have more fun with them, less hussle and bustle of routine routine routine and let them have fun with just me getting dirty and being care free. You also saw that my daughters have seen me cry and they just want me to be happy so they can be happy too.

I have been having some pain and discomfort yes and you are right it is stress related. I do work in an office setting Full time 8 hours a day monday to Friday. My kids go to daycare in the am, then oldest to school then back to daycare till almost 6pm. They are in bed at 7:30-8:00 at night after supper and home reading. So they don't get much  of my time. My oldest is starting to act out with all the lack of attention .... I notice it and it hurts. I use to be such a fun mom, a good mom. I need to work on getting back to that place. I enrolled my oldest in Soccer, and swim lessons those things will be for her and I. And will work on digging out my inner child who wants to play and get dirty  8-) As for spirit ... Yes I am aware I have many souls with me. I know they love me and probably at times wonder what the hell I'm doing or thinking lol I'm very grateful that they never leave me through all my decisions good and bad. It's An unconditional love, and the feeling is mutual  :) You picked up on my grandma as well and everything you saw felt and heard was very correct.

You picked up other things as well ... like how when my youngest daiughter laughs it melts my heart. And that I desperatly need to drink more water...this came up 3 or 4 times in the reading. You were told that I need to reconnect spiritually as well.

All this is 100% correct I do need to drink more water... I have noticed this especially last few weeks ... I have started to enforce that today... it's 2pm and I'm on glas number 4 already  :D My youngest daughter Karly ... OMG when she laughs I completely melt inside  :) As for connecting more to my spiritual self that is a working progress  8-)


Thank you again sweetness for your time and energy yesterday.... I tried to give detailed feed back the best I could  ;) I'm so sorry if I missed anything XOXO
I'm at work now and need to get back at it.

I wish for you an overflowing amount of happiness my dear.

Thank you!!

Melissa.

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by JustTerri on 03/13/14 at 23:35:21

Hello nikolie, I was wondering if you could give me a reading?

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 03/15/14 at 20:10:03

DontKnow –

Interestingly enough my first thought, every time I look at your picture, is “what are you searching for?” What is it you’re looking for? I feel a sense of loss and a need for belonging. I get the impression that you feel insignificant in this huge world; everything happens so quickly, so much going on, so many different people and events. You ARE significant. You DO make a difference. I want to say – love makes a difference to those who receive it, and those who give it. Feels like a touchy subject when I type that. :) Which leads me to – heartbreak can be repaired, healed, and nurtured. We learn, we grow, we become wiser…we become better. Time is a necessity for all of that. I hope this makes sense to you? :)

More than anything I feel a wandering searching soul. Still very young at heart, but I feel life has made you grow much faster than you cared to at times. As difficult as that can be, that tells me that you’re destined to impact the lives of others. To bring people through darkness and show them the light. ;)

I also feel a sense of longing for longing. Loss. A part of me feels it’s related to a child, but I also get the feeling that there is loss with someone older…I feel someone w/a romantic relationship as well as a grandfather figure and a grandmother figure. I keep getting spirit of both an elderly man and woman. She definitely has very white hair. Beautiful white hair. Grandfather feels…like, there was a rather close relationship…I see a fence…wooden – I believe there is wire between the wood slates…reminds me of fence that would border a farm…cows or sheep. These feel like distant memories to me though. This child…I’m not sure what this is exactly. I don’t know that this child has passed…I believe there’s a young girl, that is connected to you…but for some reason I feel a separation…a distance. The feelings are clearer than her context. Feels like a jumbled area of life. This part I’m struggling with, I can’t seem to make out her place in your life. Hmm.

I’m moved to you wearing dark colored shades, sort of oversized. Hair pulled back in a messy bun. I get you sitting with your legs crossed and sort of bouncing your leg, biting your nails…there’s some sort of upsetting conversation. I think there’s a friend on the other end of this conversation…and it feels as though she’s relaying gossip of some sort or you’re both sort of chatting about your circle of friends possibly…but I also keep getting the feeling there’s a guy in the center of this drama.
I do feel you have a tender heart, but I feel it’s hidden beneath a somewhat stand-offish personality. There are very few people you’re close with, and even fewer you’re truly yourself with. I feel you being more comfortable with male friends than female friends, I think mostly because of how catty women can be…overall you’re more laid back than that, however; I can feel that you’ve had your own moments in time where there was cattiness and I believe even some physical altercations with other women. Then I hear, “I’ve spent a lot of my life having to fight in one way or another.” Does this make sense to you?

I can’t help but feel like saying, “Honey don’t be sad.” You have so much going on emotionally that I’m pulled in all these different directions. DontKnow – healing is detrimental to your well being, to your physical and emotional health. You need to allow yourself to heal, close chapters, and move forward. Do you have a journal? I get the impression that you’d be very well served by writing. I also see well worn pages of a book…like a diary/journal (not sure if you already have this) and I keep being shown two swallows for you. Sort of penned on paper. Hand-drawn swallows. I’m not sure of their significance. I will research them after I finish this and include tidbits at the end. :)

So…let’s see. Healing. Very important. In order to heal you have to let go and give forgiveness. Forgiveness heals us and releases us more than it serves any purpose for the person on the other end of our hurts. Passion. I wonder if you realize how much passion you truly have? Take time to sit and gather your thoughts about yourself…the way you feel. Not how are you feeling in this moment, but – how it is you feel when you feel anything. I think you’ll see that you tend to feel everything more than others. That you tend to feel everything in a passionate way, whether it’s good or bad. ;) Sunshine & light. They’re both in your future. There are brighter, better days ahead of you. It’s very VERY rare that I say I feel something special about someone, but I do feel that about you. HOPE…hope stands out to me, DontKnow…this is so important. Do not lose hope. Hope drives us, without it there’s nothingness for tomorrow. Confusion…I feel a lot of confusion within you. Searching, seeking, trying to understand, longing…making sense of the past, wondering about the future. Stand with yourself in the now and work on the moment. Give yourself a break from your mind and ground yourself. Clear your mind. Make some hot tea, get comfortable, and write. :)

Now…let me take a look at the potential of these swallows:
There is quite a bit out there, but I’d like you to read the remainder of this article. I’ve included just the first few paragraphs which speak strongly to me for you. :)

If the beautiful Swallow is your totem, you are a family person; you may enjoy and benefit from communal styles of living and working.  Swallow encourages us to work together for the greater good.  Swallow is protective of family and those around them.  If it indeed does “take a whole village to raise a child”, then swallow will help you to work within that village, taking everyone under its wings for safekeeping.  – I want to explain this to you, because I don’t feel that you’re feeling connected to family at all right now. Understand that this is one aspect of the swallow, and that although you may be feeling separated, I do feel that home and family are important to you and need to be strengthened connections. :) I also feel that you most likely would prefer to work alone, lol. There’s quite a bit of tenacity at times. Although people can be bothersome, annoying, and downright mean/manipulative – it IS important that we learn how to function and thrive in team environments as well. ;)

Home and its protection are vital to the Swallow, and she can teach you how to create and provide a safe and loving place for those in your life.  A place that you can call home, where you can go to escape the wild ride that life often throws at you and a place of acceptance. –YES- This should relate to you well. ;)

Related to the legendary Thunderbird, this magnificent being is quite agile, maneuvering through life easily.  Swallow warns of storms in life and teaches you about weathering our difficulties as a unit; with her you are never alone.  – I believe this describes you very accurately, DontKnow and I believe that this, along with the next paragraph will relate to you the best. This explains to me exactly why swallows were such an important part of the reading; this is a big part of the message that was meant for you. :)

From her you learn to release the negative and build the positive; to leave the old, dead ways behind and move into each new day as if it were a new life; to build upon each new moment with objectivity and that by working together, you can create a safer, happier world for everyone. – Remember…healing? :)

Here is that link: http://www.spiritualliving360.com/index.php/spirit-guides-swallow-5828/

Your feedback is greatly appreciated, DontKnow. Thank you so much for allowing me to connect!

Blessings and hugs,
Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Melli on 03/20/14 at 21:29:43

Hi Nikolie!
I am very grateful for your time and your reading!
I am from Greece but I live in sweden. I am not aware of any helth problems but I have pain in the back and my legs after my last pregnancy ( 9 years ago). I trace with my tarocards and I am very interested about spirituality. There are a lot of grief, it is true, very disappoint from my relatives and I don´t why? I have a tattoo of a fairy and four stars ( my children) on my shoulder. I am kind and helpful and a good person. I am sorry because my big girls live in Greece and I miss them very much, but I must stay in Sweden and I hope that I will find a job soon, my economy is a little difficult right now. many people have said that I am stronger than what I believe, but I don´t know for sure. Maybe I need to believe in myself more.

Thank you so much for your reading Nikolie!

Lot of hugs [smiley=animatedhugs.gif]
Melli!

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by ahuzar on 03/26/14 at 03:52:56

Hi Nikolie, I would love a reading if you are able! I am the guy in the picture!

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Post by nikolie on 03/26/14 at 21:06:30

Luna –

Thank you for your request, and for your patience – I’ve been wanting to read you for a few days now, but I’ve not had the time to actually sit and focus; let’s see how this goes. :)

I feel secrets and…withdrawal. Solitude. Even the feeling of having people around and yet feeling alone and wanting to be alone because they’re just, “noise.” In other words, I can see a woman around you talking…I believe she’s your mom or a motherly figure…and busy-ness going on around as if she’s preparing dinner and it feels as if you’re just like…almost frustrated/irritated with the energy going on around you. You’re not really hearing/listening and sort of tuned out, uninterested…feeling detached. And angry…upset. Let’s see…so it feels as if your anger is a defense mechanism. Repeated disappointment and frustration from people. At the same time, Luna…I feel this softness, a kindness that almost seems tucked away and protected. Lot’s of different emotions flying around. Discouragement, fears, curiosity, abandonment, withdrawal, sadness…and when I ask where the joy is…I feel loneliness and get an image of a birdcage and a single bird flying from that cage. Very strange symbolism for me. So…I need to ask YOU…do you feel like a caged bird that needs to be released?

I know that there is passion inside of you…I keep seeing graffiti (never had that before) and poetry happening…scribblings in a journal type book. Are you interested in art and poetry? There is expression happening, but I don’t feel it happening with other people rather you’re keeping it to yourself and using artistic venues to escape and release.

I shake my head and feel the need to say…you are so beautiful and you don’t realize it. You have so much to offer and deserve to be loved unconditionally…you are worth that. I don’t know that you always doubt that you’re deserving of love…of real, true, dedicated love…but the feeling does seem to seep in and make you question people and life. I get the impression of your heart aching…feeling that heaviness in your chest…and a lack of laughter and smiles. I can’t help but feel that you have a beautiful smile, and a lovely laugh that just isn’t being seen or hear anywhere near as much as it should. :)

You’re intelligent, Luna – quick witted – sarcastic…somewhat dry sense of humor. I feel you getting on better with guys rather than women…I feel that women’s cattiness is rather irritating and nonsensical to you and you just think it’s all around ridiculous and want no part of it. But at the same time, I feel as if there’s a long time female friend that you feel comfortable with and trusting of.

The feeling of being lost and wanting to find a light…a way out…or better yet…direction for the future, keeps surfacing for me with you. Music…music notes…getting lost in music…I feel walking around alone, listening to music…keeping from really making eye contact with others by chance they may actually want to have conversation with you if you do…lol. :) You seem to be working hard to keep most people at a safe distance. When I see you, I see you repeatedly in a city environment – I keep being brought ot you at a time when it’s relatively cold/brisk outside – I see you in a leather jacket, w/a sort of floppy knitted style beret type hat on…jeans…or possibly dark leggings and I think a type of converse styled shoes. Not sure if this fits, or why I get the details as such, but I felt I needed to share exactly how it’s coming. I also keep getting trees…lots of trees as if they’re surrounding a park area in the city.

I come back to…you searching/questioning/looking for something…wanting the answers to something, maybe to “everything.” But why? Impatience maybe? You do have to walk your journey Luna. :) The direction you seek comes from the wisdom you gain as you travel and experience life. I need to say, open yourself up…I see you as a flower in need of bloom…soaking in the sun, the air…life…and coming to full potential. If you remain closed off to people and keep yourself in emotional and/or physical solitude…moving forward and growing doesn’t happen as it should. :) You will take risks, have both good and bad results, learn and move forward…better, stronger…wiser. You’re not going to break. Your spirit, your soul….they’re strong. Use your passions and share them with others. Feed your soul, nurture it. :) You’re going to be wonderful. :)

I don’t want to tell you to forget the sadness, or to completely let it go…I know there’s a hurt that exists that seems to outweigh most any other…find your way to healing. If you can do that, allow yourself to heal…you can free yourself from the issue that may be holding you back. ;)

Luna…thank you for allowing me the opportunity to connect with you, I very much look forward to your feedback. :)

Hugs & Blessings,

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by LoMonroe on 03/26/14 at 22:20:13

Hi Nikolie!

Would love a reading from you when you're free!

Please and thank u :)


Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 03/27/14 at 15:41:30

Richardson,

Thank you for your submission…let me see what I can pick up. I’ve had some trouble with your reading, I’m wondering if this sort of thing is something that you’re not quite sure about yet? Or possibly that you’re just learning to be comfortable with and open to readings? ;)

There’s some sort of struggle with emotion that I’m getting. Some kind of pendulum feeling, back and forth…I think I’ll come back to that. :)

I get technology being a big factor in your life. I want to say something with computers…technology, around your interests and possibly also your work. I also see music around you…and movies. Do you have a large collection of both?

I’m sorry I’m feeling kind of…all over the place. I’m getting you as a single dad, I see you in the kitchen fixing meals, chatting with your children…and I believe you have one or two daughters? Is that right? I don’t get a motherly presence though, not in your home. I do feel an open and loving relationship between you and the children and you feel comfortable to me, in your role – which is leading me to believe that you’ve been a single dad for quite some time and you’re very committed to your role as a father.  :) Is it the older daughter…there’s some question lingering…I can’t quite put my finger on it, but there’s definitely some sort of question that I feel like you’re seeking an answer specifically to that and for some reason I keep getting the image of her hair…I see one of your daughters with kind of dirty blonde straighter styled hair…and that there’s something lingering with her. I also feel lots of worry. Every parent worries, understandably…but I’m feeling worry and self-doubt right now…feeling tired…drained. And this is where the emotional issues are coming in for me. Questioning yourself, burning yourself out…worrying more than necessary. I think you’re a bit more emotional than what most people would realize. I feel you being very calm and quiet on the surface. Somewhat shy and reserved with most people. And I’m also feeling as though you’re not recognized in your work environment as you should be. Like you’re deserving of more respect and recognition than what you’re actually receiving. I believe that you need to be more bold with people in general. I get kind of the “nice guys finish last” feeling with you, but it’s not that being nice puts you last it’s that you need to take charge more…step outside your comfort zone, be bold.

As I note your boldness I get the impression that there’s a woman…a brunette. And wine. Lol. That’s interesting. Maybe that she enjoys drinking wine…I’m not 100% sure with that. But I do feel you’re wondering about a love/romantic interest. What I see regarding this is a woman, a brunette…she appears quite classy to me, lady like…but with a fire inside…she’s strong emotionally, but she’s got a gentle demeanor. I see her standing near water…I believe a lake, and drinking what I take to be a red wine. Cool air and a setting sun. I feel you not far in the distance…I believe near a sliding glass door to the home…I’m not sure if this is a vacation home or residence. This could be past, current or future. I’m not sure but this woman is definitely connected to you. She has shoulder-length hair, it isn’t curly…but it is wavy…large loose waves. I believe she has a laugh that you love to hear and I see you admire her for who she is, quietly observing and appreciating her. Very romantic feeling.

I keep getting “match.com” – I’m in no way telling you to sign up and I am not advertising for the site at all; I believe you may already be a member – if not that exact site, possible there are other dating sites…but match.com keeps coming up so I have to share that with you. I also feel the need to say, that sometimes we need to be refined in different ways before we encounter our partner. Don’t be discouraged. This brunette woman feels very…connected and meaningful. As I said, she could be past or future…but for some reason she feels like she holds a piece of your future with her. I do feel that the question of a partner, and feeling lonely, is a big part of you…be patient with life – be patient with your struggles/hurdles/difficulties. You’re on your path for a reason and until you’re ready for her, and she is ready for you…it is not meant to be. :)

Last I want to tell you a few things that I saw that you may be able to understand: a baseball, beach sand, and a rainbow. :)

Thank you so much for allowing me to try and connect with your life, Richardson. I very much look forward to your feedback. ;)

Blessings,

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Richardson on 03/28/14 at 01:57:59

Hi Nik,
Thank you for your reading!
I do work with technology...Cars and computors!
All over the place is a good description of my state of mind,life is at times overwhelming and I do get confused o which direction to take.
 I am a single Dad of 2 daughters :). they both have dirty blonde hair that they hot iron straight 14 and 19 years old.The younger has a chronic illness and the older very headstrong but both a source of worry.
 I am rather reserved and under appreciated at my job,I take more pride in what I do than most of my colleagues.My workplace is in transition and I hope things will turn around soon.
 I have yet to meet the Lady you describe and I know all in Gods time.
Have been on match.com on and off...mostly off..lol.
I cant figure out the beach sand and rainbow at this point though.
  Overall an awesome job nikolie!
I appreciate you taking the time and energy to read me
  I feel fortunate you read me!
 Thank you again,
Rick  :)

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Emvee on 03/28/14 at 03:28:07

Hi nikolie! You sent me a pm a week ago I think telling me to send you a picture on your email. Just wanted to say that I sent it. Let me know if you recieved it.

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 03/28/14 at 05:17:11

Emvee –

Thank you for the picture. :) Let’s see where this one takes us…
I feel a calm mild mannered-ness, and I keep getting hurt/wounded. Feeling wounded. Misunderstanding…why…I don’t understand; these are the feelings/emotions that are coming across for me. Something just doesn’t feel right…sort of a block…a wall feels like it’s being built. As if there’s a hurt that happened that was sort of a turning point when you decided that you would purposely, intentionally, build a wall to feel better protected emotionally. I don’t feel a lot of energy/motion around you at all. It feels like there’s a purposeful isolation and that it is…working. I’m curious if you’re gifted yourself? You have psychic/medium abilities? It feels like you’ve cleared the space around you in order to protect yourself and for some reason, this is a first for me, I feel like it’s keeping spirit away…from upsetting/bothering you. Does this make sense to you?

I also get the impression that you feel that you’re just kind of going through the motions. Like nothing exciting/new/worth-while is happening and it’s sort of just…dull to you. Do you have a desire to travel to foreign countries, Emvee? I honestly see Italy and then, I believe…Guatemala? I get…where’s my big adventure…when’s my big adventure coming? :) Like you’re ready to really experience life, to have things to write down and memories to pour over. ;) You just don’t feel satisfied to me…or fulfilled. Bored.

I’m getting a strong feeling that making connections with other people is not easy for you. I feel as though you’re happy to work solo, not depend on others, not need to interact and “pretend” to be personable or “pretend” to care how someone is doing, etc. I also see that you feel that people misunderstand you often…specifically I’m getting the impression that people perceive you to be overly-kind and sweet simply because you’re quiet mannered and keep to yourself, but really you’re rather direct…especially in thought, and you don’t feel most people respond well to bluntness and so you seem to feel like…why bother? Like…you don’t have much tolerance for “butt-kissing” or political correctness. It is what it is. I do feel some friendships…which seem more like acquaintances and in “party” environments.  

I also get the impression that authority is not something you really care for…you feel very independent and don’t really like to be given direction or told what to do/when to do it. You feel strong minded and strong willed to me. :)

You seem to be a relatively level-headed, direct, no-nonsense type of person, Emvee. I don’t see you looking for answers regarding a love-interest/romance. A part of me wonders if you’re curious to find out how real this all can be…but I also feel there’s something that’s nagging you and that a reading is sort of like a…”why” not attempt at helping receive clarification. Work feels tense and unsatisfying to me…that there are issues you’re just not agreeing with at all and as if it feels like it’s a waste of time for you altogether.

When I try to seek a message…to find the message in what I see…I immediately come to…Is it someone that you’re hoping to get in contact with? I want to say, you’re the first person that I’ve experience such a lack of energy around. That could be me, my own perception…but I don’t pick up anything around you…very hard read for me. :) If there is someone you’re hoping to contact, please let me know. I’m starting to feel that you’ve put yourself out there to see if they’ll respond, if there’s a message for you…of course, I could be wrong. :)

I look forward to hearing back from you. Let me know about spirit; we can discuss that further if need be. ;)

Blessings!

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Emvee on 03/28/14 at 20:27:15

[quote author=282428241A20450 link=1377999001/73#73date=1395980231]Emvee –

Thank you for the picture. :) Let’s see where this one takes us…
I feel a calm mild mannered-ness, and I keep getting hurt/wounded. Feeling wounded. Misunderstanding…why…I don’t understand; these are the feelings/emotions that are coming across for me. Something just doesn’t feel right…sort of a block…a wall feels like it’s being built. As if there’s a hurt that happened that was sort of a turning point when you decided that you would purposely, intentionally, build a wall to feel better protected emotionally. I don’t feel a lot of energy/motion around you at all. It feels like there’s a purposeful isolation and that it is…working. I’m curious if you’re gifted yourself? You have psychic/medium abilities? It feels like you’ve cleared the space around you in order to protect yourself and for some reason, this is a first for me, I feel like it’s keeping spirit away…from upsetting/bothering you. Does this make sense to you?

[color=#ff0000]When you say 'keeps spirit away from upsetting bothering me' , what does that mean exactly? I don't really have any psychic abilities that I know of, but I have heard that everyone has them & I wonder what mines are. Yes there is a wall around me, I use it because I don't want to get hurt. I did this unconsciously throughout the years. It's my social anxiety. I would like this wall to burn down, but I know that I am the only one that can do it.

I also get the impression that you feel that you’re just kind of going through the motions. Like nothing exciting/new/worth-while is happening and it’s sort of just…dull to you. Do you have a desire to travel to foreign countries, Emvee? I honestly see Italy and then, I believe…Guatemala? I get…where’s my big adventure…when’s my big adventure coming? :) Like you’re ready to really experience life, to have things to write down and memories to pour over. ;) You just don’t feel satisfied to me…or fulfilled. Bored.
it's EXACTLY how I feel everyday & honestly I feel like my life has no meaning sometimes...I'm depressed on the inside. Because I know that there is SO MUCH MORE to life yet I feel as if I'm 'stuck'. I am currently taking the foreign languages course in college. I am learning italian & spanish (Spanish will forever be my first love, & I am somehow drawn to Mexico)

I’m getting a strong feeling that making connections with other people is not easy for you. I feel as though you’re happy to work solo, not depend on others, not need to interact and “pretend” to be personable or “pretend” to care how someone is doing, etc. I also see that you feel that people misunderstand you often…specifically I’m getting the impression that people perceive you to be overly-kind and sweet simply because you’re quiet mannered and keep to yourself, but really you’re rather direct…especially in thought, and you don’t feel most people respond well to bluntness and so you seem to feel like…why bother? Like…you don’t have much tolerance for “butt-kissing” or political correctness. It is what it is. I do feel some friendships…which seem more like acquaintances and in “party” environments.  

I do hope that someday I do find friends that are more than acquaintances. I'd like meaningful friendships. I always valued it.

I also get the impression that authority is not something you really care for…you feel very independent and don’t really like to be given direction or told what to do/when to do it. You feel strong minded and strong willed to me. :)

Ha ! Some call me stubborn  :)

You seem to be a relatively level-headed, direct, no-nonsense type of person, Emvee. I don’t see you looking for answers regarding a love-interest/romance. A part of me wonders if you’re curious to find out how real this all can be…but I also feel there’s something that’s nagging you and that a reading is sort of like a…”why” not attempt at helping receive clarification. Work feels tense and unsatisfying to me…that there are issues you’re just not agreeing with at all and as if it feels like it’s a waste of time for you altogether.
On the contrary, love romance is on my mind 24/7. I just haven't experienced it yet...I need to break down my walls.

When I try to seek a message…to find the message in what I see…I immediately come to…Is it someone that you’re hoping to get in contact with? I want to say, you’re the first person that I’ve experience such a lack of energy around. That could be me, my own perception…but I don’t pick up anything around you…very hard read for me. :) If there is someone you’re hoping to contact, please let me know. I’m starting to feel that you’ve put yourself out there to see if they’ll respond, if there’s a message for you…of course, I could be wrong. :)
I wanted to contact my spirit guides. I try to talk to them in my head every night, to journal & etc but I can't seem to really get any answers. The fact that I have a lack of energy around me, that's really depressing to read. I feel like something must be wrong with me. You're the first person to tell me that I have no energy.

I look forward to hearing back from you. Let me know about spirit; we can discuss that further if need be. ;)

Blessings!

Nik[/quote]

Thanks for the reading. I requested a reading weeks ago. I was in a desperate place weeks ago. Since then, things have been going 'better', although there are some ups & downs. My life is a constant see saw  :D

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 03/28/14 at 21:00:48


Emvee wrote on 03/28/14 at 20:27:15:

nikolie wrote on 03/28/14 at 05:17:11:
Emvee –

Thank you for the picture. :) Let’s see where this one takes us…
I feel a calm mild mannered-ness, and I keep getting hurt/wounded. Feeling wounded. Misunderstanding…why…I don’t understand; these are the feelings/emotions that are coming across for me. Something just doesn’t feel right…sort of a block…a wall feels like it’s being built. As if there’s a hurt that happened that was sort of a turning point when you decided that you would purposely, intentionally, build a wall to feel better protected emotionally. I don’t feel a lot of energy/motion around you at all. It feels like there’s a purposeful isolation and that it is…working. I’m curious if you’re gifted yourself? You have psychic/medium abilities? It feels like you’ve cleared the space around you in order to protect yourself and for some reason, this is a first for me, I feel like it’s keeping spirit away…from upsetting/bothering you. Does this make sense to you?

[color=#ff0000]When you say 'keeps spirit away from upsetting bothering me' , what does that mean exactly? I don't really have any psychic abilities that I know of, but I have heard that everyone has them & I wonder what mines are. Yes there is a wall around me, I use it because I don't want to get hurt. I did this unconsciously throughout the years. It's my social anxiety. I would like this wall to burn down, but I know that I am the only one that can do it.

I also get the impression that you feel that you’re just kind of going through the motions. Like nothing exciting/new/worth-while is happening and it’s sort of just…dull to you. Do you have a desire to travel to foreign countries, Emvee? I honestly see Italy and then, I believe…Guatemala? I get…where’s my big adventure…when’s my big adventure coming? :) Like you’re ready to really experience life, to have things to write down and memories to pour over. ;) You just don’t feel satisfied to me…or fulfilled. Bored.
it's EXACTLY how I feel everyday & honestly I feel like my life has no meaning sometimes...I'm depressed on the inside. Because I know that there is SO MUCH MORE to life yet I feel as if I'm 'stuck'. I am currently taking the foreign languages course in college. I am learning italian & spanish (Spanish will forever be my first love, & I am somehow drawn to Mexico)

I’m getting a strong feeling that making connections with other people is not easy for you. I feel as though you’re happy to work solo, not depend on others, not need to interact and “pretend” to be personable or “pretend” to care how someone is doing, etc. I also see that you feel that people misunderstand you often…specifically I’m getting the impression that people perceive you to be overly-kind and sweet simply because you’re quiet mannered and keep to yourself, but really you’re rather direct…especially in thought, and you don’t feel most people respond well to bluntness and so you seem to feel like…why bother? Like…you don’t have much tolerance for “butt-kissing” or political correctness. It is what it is. I do feel some friendships…which seem more like acquaintances and in “party” environments.  

I do hope that someday I do find friends that are more than acquaintances. I'd like meaningful friendships. I always valued it.

I also get the impression that authority is not something you really care for…you feel very independent and don’t really like to be given direction or told what to do/when to do it. You feel strong minded and strong willed to me. :)

Ha ! Some call me stubborn  :)

You seem to be a relatively level-headed, direct, no-nonsense type of person, Emvee. I don’t see you looking for answers regarding a love-interest/romance. A part of me wonders if you’re curious to find out how real this all can be…but I also feel there’s something that’s nagging you and that a reading is sort of like a…”why” not attempt at helping receive clarification. Work feels tense and unsatisfying to me…that there are issues you’re just not agreeing with at all and as if it feels like it’s a waste of time for you altogether.
On the contrary, love romance is on my mind 24/7. I just haven't experienced it yet...I need to break down my walls.

When I try to seek a message…to find the message in what I see…I immediately come to…Is it someone that you’re hoping to get in contact with? I want to say, you’re the first person that I’ve experience such a lack of energy around. That could be me, my own perception…but I don’t pick up anything around you…very hard read for me. :) If there is someone you’re hoping to contact, please let me know. I’m starting to feel that you’ve put yourself out there to see if they’ll respond, if there’s a message for you…of course, I could be wrong. :)
I wanted to contact my spirit guides. I try to talk to them in my head every night, to journal & etc but I can't seem to really get any answers. The fact that I have a lack of energy around me, that's really depressing to read. I feel like something must be wrong with me. You're the first person to tell me that I have no energy.

I look forward to hearing back from you. Let me know about spirit; we can discuss that further if need be. ;)

Blessings!

Nik[/color]


Thanks for the reading. I requested a reading weeks ago. I was in a desperate place weeks ago. Since then, things have been going 'better', although there are some ups & downs. My life is a constant see saw  :D


Emvee -

I love the honesty in your feedback. Thank you.

I want to clarify something because I don't want what I see/feel or the impressions that I get to affect you in a negative way...that shouldn't be the case. :) The lack of energy...that was the best way I knew how to describe it. It isn't that there aren't people around you, or that you're void and/or empty. Usually when I read someone I can feel a lot of what's happening around them, it's almost chaotic. This is more about the walls that you already know you have up. Your walls are well built and you already know it's time to go through the process of tearing them down...appropriately. Love and all types of relationships (platonic or otherwise) leaves room for hurt. It's a natural, normal part of life. Hurt is scary, yes...I SO know that from experience...but, a life that is empty and without meaningful relationships...is even scarier...don't you think? :)

Your desire to meet your spirit guides makes a lot of sense to me now. I could feel the presence of spirit wanting to get through...almost as if spirit was stuck at a border and couldn't quite reach you or I. Usually if spirit has a message...they're pretty up front with me, BUT...spirit guides are something I do not have experience with and something I'm working on myself. Here's what I would very much recommend: there is an amazing member here, her name is Cheyenne. She is one of the very few that I trust with my own direction and development. She is very good at helping people to meet their spirit guide(s) and she is gifted in helping to clarify and bring meaning to their messages to us. Working with her would suite you well. She runs guided meditations on Sundays. Please check out the events page for that. Also - if you catch her in chat, don't be shy...if you want/need her help...she is a very caring soul. :)

I am glad that you're in a better place than you were, and I apologize that my reading took so long. I've had quite a lot on my shoulders here at home, but please feel free to stop me anytime you see me around; if I can help I will. :)

Happy Friday!

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 03/30/14 at 00:02:36

Hi Antonio,

I’m sorry that this has taken so long, I went through a period of sorting out my home and schooling and so readings have come slowly. I am quite excited to do this reading for you; I have a feeling there’s quite a bit of positive to come from it. :)

So…let’s see…I feel comfort first. I feel that you’re someone I’d trust and feel I could be myself around. Very strange for me because I don’t usually connect in a personal manner. ;) I do feel that you’re quite an eccentric and unique individual, but I also feel that you’re beyond discomfort…you’re comfortable in your skin and you don’t mind that you may get some strange looks or a barrage of questions at times. You accept that, and actually find some humor in it. :)

I’m feeling peace and tolerance, love and humor…all good all good. Very enjoyable read, honestly…but yes, your energy is quite interesting. Although I feel that you probably feel calm and relaxed, your energy, to me, feels like it needs a bit of harnessing. That is NOT a bad thing. Don’t allow anyone to make you feel that it is wrong or bad in any way. I feel a period of growth, stretching…coming to understanding and an influx of wisdom. Remember to stay humble – take nothing for granted and understand that as quickly as it is received, it can be taken away. Yes…you are a smart young man. I understand that…no preaching from me, only words of advice given in joy and with good intention. :)
Acceptance…That comes to me. I think of a woman in your life and feel that, currently, you’re not tied down…acceptance is important in this area. I feel that you’re patient, because I feel that you realize that she is out there…that it will be good…and fulfilling, but that you both need to be ready for one another. I seem to feel that romantic partnerships may have been rare and difficult primarily because you haven’t felt accepted for who you are, wholly. Yes, you are deserving of that. A woman’s mind and soul is much more important to you than her body. You want to feel enamored with who she is, with her thoughts and her wisdom rather than her appearance.

I see much kindness…almost a feel of…stillness in your kindness. I’m not sure how else to express that. I feel that you speak with intention and purpose…rather than to just speak. Studying…researching…learning…these things…knowledge…feels as though it holds great importance and is highly valued by you. And yes…through all of this I feel that you have quite a stubborn streak. Haha. :) I do feel that you’re open to change…but that it primarily has to come from you…another person is not going to convince you that something is different than how you currently believe and feel, however; it is possible that the right person can plant a seed of desire for you to learn more, and through that change can come.

I feel that you are also at a place of…hmm…unwillingness to accept or permit anything less than exacly what you want. As if…you’re just completely unwilling to feel like you’re “settling.” :) Nothing wrong with that – only be weary of being too hard on others or yourself. Understand that there is always room for some improvement and that sometimes we have to take small steps rather than arriving immediately where we want to be. :) I think you know this already.

What do I feel for you? What is your message? I believe that you’re on a good, solid, positive path. I am encouraging you to continue to move in the direction you’re currently moving. Stay humble – that returns to me…stay humble. :) You are learning, and have learned, how to transform your battles into accomplishments and how to use them as stepping stones to betterment. Good for you. :)

Overall, I see much light and contentment around you Antonio. Thank you for allowing me to read you, I have very much enjoyed such a positive and energy rich connection. :)

Blessings,

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by LunaKiss on 03/30/14 at 01:41:39

You were very right in other words i am very guarded and i keep a distant from everyone. Yes i have a friend that i feel comfortable with and trust. Yes i get along better with men than women cuz i am not a fan of their cattiness. Yes i have a dry sense of humor i think it helps me not take serious things too serious lol. Thank you for saying i am intelligent. Yea i avoid eye contact so no one will talk to me lol. Yes want help with finding direction in my future. Yes i have a pain/hurt that outweighs a lot in myself. You might have gotten that image because the only memory i can think of was i got a panic attack in the city that relates to what you said. And yes i feel like a caged bird. and you're right about the whole situation before the cage bird reference.  I use to use poetry to express my emotions i now journal at times. I use art really to express my emotions and myself.

I hope this was a good response to your reading. I appreciate the reading thanx again!

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by lonechild on 03/30/14 at 15:57:09

Hello I will love a reading,  im at a stand still in my life, I feel like im just standing here,   I miss my ex 6 year relationship  will we get bk 2gether or anything u pick up

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by JustTerri on 03/31/14 at 01:58:55

Hello nikolie, I sent the picture you requested.

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Remus on 04/01/14 at 03:23:21

Thanks for the reading. The positives that you pulled on are definitely major defining themes within my life. I'm really happy that they became your focus because sometimes in the middle of a plan or process, I can lose track of them.

Relationships have always been difficult for me because at the roots I've never been able to wholly connect and give myself to anyone. After a certain point, there would be a huge fade that would make it difficult for me to reconnect. I'm optimistic that I'll find a strong, amazing woman in my future. Not to help carry me on, but to walk with me and share my journeys and I hers. I don't want a relationship based on frivolous things, they've embodied a decent amount of my past, but I've learned from them now and I'm ready to move onto more mature themes in my relationships.

That feeling that you get is not unfounded. It is my goal to help others develop along their own personal paths within the realms of spirituality. Thus, I have grown to be rather accepting of those who are seldom accepted, even when I have little logic to accept them. It's just who I am.

As a person, I've endeavored to maintain a humble nature, and so I have agreed to refer to myself as one lowly-sounding title no matter the goals I accomplish. Anyone else is free to refer to me as they will, but I shall only consider myself a dude. This isn't to discount anything I may be able to do, it is to empower all those others who also consider themselves dudes to believe in their own ability.

I agree with the words of most spiritualists when they tell you that if you ever hear someone call themselves a shaman, they're probably not. Titles like that are given by one's tribe, those who have watched them grow and develop into one who can heal and walk between worlds. They need not call themselves by any name because those whom they are to help will seek them out anyway. Even if they don't realize it at the time lolz.

I'm rambling though, I'm very thankful to come home after a long travel to read some positive thoughts and feelings. Thank you very much. Sometimes, that's all I ever really need to keep moving.

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by kinita on 04/09/14 at 20:48:11

Hey,

Thanks for reading my picture the other day. You gave a very accurate reading and I'm glad you read me because it helped me in a way to understand a few things about myself. Thank you again and I really appreciate the good work you do.

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Kaylouise on 04/10/14 at 23:39:53

Hi nikolie :)

I'd like to thank you for the reading you gave me in chat on Sunday. I was a little emotional during the reading so I wasn't able to give you much feed back so I'd like to give you some now-

Lots of laughs- yes there were, that's what I remember the most about our relationship we had a lot of fun. And yes some times it was difficult but that was only because of his circumstances, he'd been in care from a young age. It didn't help that my parents didn't know about us either, Daniel was mixed race so I couldn't tell them as they were prejudice and would have made me end the relationship, so that added a lot of pressure with us having to sneak about.

I did feel very comfortable with him yes and you're right I didn't feel so comfortable around others at the time, I was very self conscious.

Feel like he knew- he did know, I'm sure of it. He would say things about how he wanted his funeral to be, which is a bit of an odd thing for a 15/16 year old to say. One night he was being really quiet, which wasn't like him and he looked really sad and was just looking up at the sky not saying anything for ages. He then just turned to me and said 'if ever I'm not there just look up and I'll be the brightest star'. I didn't understand it at the time. I look for that star every night.

Misunderstood- extremely. People would take one look at him and just assume he was trouble just by the clothes he wore or the way he spoke. He was judged a lot. But he was a very decent young man, very caring. He loved his family and friends more than anything and would do anything for anyone, he was very kind.

He was very down to earth and didn't take much seriously. He just loved to laugh and joke about. He wasn't 19, he was 17. He would be 25 now.

I have been very sad. I was young when it happened, 16 I believe. I didn't know anyone who'd died. That was the first funeral I ever went to. I was absolutely heart broken, some days I didn't even get out of bed. It still feels very raw to me, like it happened yesterday. There isn't a day that's gone by in the last 8 years that I haven't thought about him. He was my first love, my soul mate and I love and miss him so much. I do feel guilty that I've moved forward with my life.

He was different with me, he made me feel very special and loved. No1 had ever made me feel like that before him and I loved him very much and I know he loved me too.

Ha no he didn't like being told what to do you're right, he did listen to me though lol. And yes I did like that about him. He was very bright yes and I did trust him, more than I've ever trusted anyone.

Here's a link to a recent story about what happened in the news paper if you would like to look at it, although it was 8 years ago it's still in the news as it was so horrific and no justice has been served- http://www.examiner.co.uk/news/west-yorkshire-news/daniel-atkinson-jade-rice-grieving-6775779

Thanks again for the reading, I really did need to hear from him so I really appreciate it and if you have any questions I would be happy to answer them :)

Kaylouise <3

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Luxurious on 04/14/14 at 13:00:08

Hello Nikolie

It was a pleasure participating and spectating your readings during the psychic fair. I requested to have a reading by you. I was wondering if it's still possible?

Best regards

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Manuela on 04/14/14 at 20:20:08

Nikolie!

Thank you for the great reading you did on the fair, u did awesome!

Big hug,
Manuela

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by crazyness on 04/15/14 at 01:03:40

Thank you so much for your reading at the fair.  Its the first reading ive had like that on this site and was amazed and overwhelmed with the things you said!!

looking forward to hearing from you x

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by dmarie on 04/15/14 at 01:23:01

Thank you so much for reading for me at the fair.   You were spot on with all that you said in regard to my present situation. I appreciate your advice and support.   :)    

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by LoMonroe on 04/17/14 at 02:14:37

Nikolie,

Thank u so much for ur reading tonight!! You were dead on about everything and very much so accurate. Sooo happy my uncle came through and the details you gave me were validation that infact it was him.  :)

Can't wait for another!

<3 xo

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 04/17/14 at 21:46:24

Hi Everyone!

I wanted to touch base and let everyone know that I have not forgotten you! :) I took the entire week before our Psychic Fair off from reading, and am just getting back and acquainted with the new system (which I LOVE).

I will still submit readings here on my bio, but I would much prefer you catch me in chat. If you see me in "Nik's Nook" feel free to drop in; me lingering there means I'm available to read anyone. :D

If you prefer to receive your reading on the bio page, I will be sorting through those a couple at a time as I have the chance. ;)

Thank you all so much!!

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by kay7 on 04/18/14 at 13:42:34

Nikolie,

sorry that I am a bit late with this, I'd like to thank you very much for the reading you gave me during the psychic fair. The connection you made was  clear, and the guidance quite helpful. Your warmth was felt...

thank you,
Kay

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by cheyenne on 04/19/14 at 01:15:55

Nik ,

I just wanted to say you did a wonderful job reading me at the psychic fair .

You picked up on my Uncle which was wonderful as he hasnt visited me yet that i know of. You also got much about how my husband feels that really warmed my heart , nothing I didnt already know, but wonderful for someone else to say .
Last but not least you got my busy house !! Most people would agree with you as it is indeed a very busy place here many passed spirits and quite a few living .

Thank you so much for giving me your time .. I knew you would do a wonderful job !! Trust , trust , trust  [smiley=22.gif].


Thank you Much Love Chey

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by TRUDY on 04/20/14 at 05:31:40

Hello nikolie what a great bio and id be so grateful for a read if you don't mind .
Thanks
Xxxx

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by TheThief on 05/03/14 at 05:10:12

Hello nikolie,

Thank you so much for reading. It makes sense to me. I am happy with it. :)

Warm Regards and  [smiley=hug.gif],
Thief

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Sabbs on 05/04/14 at 21:51:53

Hi there nikolie. A great bio, such a lot of thought and detail made it a interesting read. I would be happy for you to read me.if u need a pic, let me know.
Thanks in advance.

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by ShadowXXIVIJin on 05/10/14 at 01:09:44

Hi,
I was impressed by your reading of me. You were able to pick up on quite a lot. You were very accurate. I appreciate you taking the time to read me. Thanks ;) X).

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by javaweb on 05/18/14 at 21:02:43

Thanks soo much nikolie! :D Can you PM me my readings please? I forgot to copy & paste.

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by mindlife on 05/22/14 at 03:47:20

thank you for your read. no one has ever come close to knowing me like you and all in one reading. magical :P

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Sabbs on 05/22/14 at 20:12:44

Hi nikolie. I cannot pm yet as I don't have enough posts at the mo. I can be in chat  most night (uk time) are u around then?

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 05/22/14 at 20:17:01


Sabbs wrote on 05/22/14 at 20:12:44:
Hi nikolie. I cannot pm yet as I don't have enough posts at the mo. I can be in chat  most night (uk time) are u around then?

Yes at times, I can be. Here's my email: nikolieees@gmail.com; let's set something up. ;) are you available today?

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Sabbs on 05/23/14 at 08:01:43

Well, what can I say.
Absolutley amazing reading.
Pretty much all of it made sense to me.
You picked up my dad was in the army.
The reclining chair was a bit confusing at first but I felt a warm shiver, kinda fuzzy goosebumps type of shiver, but nice and I new he was with me.and mine is tan in colour.

nikolie] Lots of noise should be happening but it's as if he's zoned out
23:00 [nikolie] Like the noise isn't affecting him
23:00 [nikolie] He's in this different place mentally
23:00 [nikolie] But his  is racing and sort of pounding in his chest
23:01 [nikolie] And the breathing feels like it's deep, and he knows he should be calm but he can't help but breathe heavily
23:01 [nikolie] Everything just kind of fades out
23:01 [nikolie] So scary
23:01 [nikolie] But so brave too
23:01 [sabbs] yes
23:01 [nikolie] I keep feeling like
23:01 [nikolie] A close call
23:01 [nikolie] Like...something at his back
23:01 [nikolie] And all around him
23:01 [nikolie] The confusion of the night and the bright lights and the noise
23:02 [nikolie] It's like in and out focus
23:02 [nikolie] Then I see a random white dove

My dad was in the army and was a cool calm customer. Didn't let things affect him from the outside- but he will of been scared inside. He fought in Northern Ireland and I think this is why the dove was shown because it was all about PEACE

nikolie] Okay this is you in the chair right?
nikolie] I'm seeing spirit stand behind him
23:11 [nikolie] On the right side
23:11 [nikolie] And put his hand on his shoulder
23:11 [nikolie] He's showing me...the tv is on
23:11 [nikolie] There's a man standing behind, kind of just being...there
23:11 [nikolie] Like...comfort and support almost

I am sat on the right hand side of my tan setee. The tv is on, but it's on pause. I keep getting this warm fuzzy feeling, I can really sense someone here with me.

nikolie] For some reason there's a distance
23:15 [nikolie] Im feeling like...far away
23:15 [nikolie] Like he felt far away
23:15 [nikolie] But...he had a good heart. He meant well

Me and my dad had a relationship where we didn't see each other as much as we should. There was a distance between us.

[nikolie] Im sorry did this person pass from the chest?
23:16 [sabbs] yes
23:16 [nikolie] I get heavy chested...almost like pinch to breathe
23:16 [nikolie] But I feel like this was...ongoing almost
23:16 [nikolie] Like it was a decline
23:16 [sabbs] yes

My father passed away through lung cancer, this spread to the brain and his breathing became weak in the last days. He had a strong cough that was ongoing.

nikolie] He feels...confused about how all this works
23:17 [sabbs] yes
23:17 [nikolie] Did he pass within just the past few years?
23:17 [sabbs] yes
23:17 [nikolie] Like 2 or less?
23:17 [sabbs] yes
23:17 [nikolie] And he seems...like, he knows this is important...feeling almost anxious
23:17 [sabbs] yes
23:17 [nikolie] But still...somewhat..unemotional
23:18 [nikolie] As though he wouldn't show a lot of emotion in life
23:18 [sabbs] yes

He passed away 18 months ago. Didn't really believe in anything after. But now he knows he will be trying hard to let me know. We had a pretty unemotional relationship, which is why he shows himself like this.

nikolie] Do you know something about some cat?
23:20 [nikolie] Some fluffy cat I believe
23:20 [sabbs] yes
23:20 [nikolie] :)
23:20 [nikolie] Thank you
23:20 [nikolie] He does a lot of validation

His girlfriend had a grey fluffy cat, it was a Persian cat. I hated it and we used to joke about this

nikolie] Very direct and then like stares at you to have it sink it
23:25 [nikolie] Does that make sense?
23:25 [sabbs] Yes
23:25 [nikolie] Good
23:25 [nikolie] Ahahaha
23:25 [nikolie] He could be intimidating Im sure
23:25 [nikolie] Just to stare and wait for you to accept something or respond
23:25 [nikolie] And to do so quietly
23:26 [sabbs] He had a stare that u knew
23:26 [nikolie] Yes because
23:26 [nikolie] He's intent that you really take that
23:26 [nikolie] And accept it

My dad had a stare that was silent. But u new what he meant. It said a thousand words. If you did something slightly wrong, the stare would suit
If you did so etching really wrong, the stare would suit and u would know about it.
If you did something good, his stare suited that situation.
I definatley relate to this.

There was other bits that I related to in a massive way, but don't wanna overload this post!
All I can say is thank you nikolie from the bottom of my heart. This meant so much to me. I knew when I was drawn to your bio that this would be a productive read.
Thanks so much.

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Post by ahuzar on 05/24/14 at 13:34:04

Hey Nikolie I got your message and that would be perfectly fine :)

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Post by crazyness on 05/28/14 at 17:56:23

Hey Nikolie, not sure if you remember but you read for me at the fair last month.  You asked if you could contact me to try/practice a spirit reading (i think thats what you call it lol).  I'd still be happy to hear from you if you have the time.

I know you would have been super busy after the fair but would love to hear from you x x

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Eckscalibur on 06/08/14 at 04:20:20

Hey Nik :D

I know that I've already gotten a reading from you, so I don't mind if I end up on the backburner, but I do have an interesting request if you don't mind looking into it. I'd prefer to speak of this matter privately. It's just what I feel should happen. I think I already told you a bit about what I needed. If you're willing, hit me up.

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by nikolie on 07/24/14 at 21:49:17

Hey All -

If you're awaiting a reading from me, please PLEASE find me in chat. Feel free to come see me if I'm on the Parachat side as well. I'm not always reading when I'm in chat, but for the most part - I'm pretty open to do a read when I'm here, if my time permits. :)

Also - if you want to shoot me a message and we can set up a time, that'd be great!!

Thanks so much everyone! I truly appreciate your support and interest!

Nik

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Veivos on 07/25/14 at 07:09:51

Your reading was spot on Nik. It really helped me. I already knew a lot of it, but sometimes I did not always allow myself to see it. Sometimes I lose the awareness. But I step into the Light with confidence as much as I can. You really did help. Truly. Thank you.  :)

Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by destra on 08/05/14 at 01:50:13

Hi Nikolie, I would be glad if you read me at any time convenient to you.

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Post by Marlena on 08/10/14 at 18:09:20

I really would like to thank you for the reading you did on my mother!! You were so very spot on about everything you said, and it has really helped me a lot!! You helped lift a huge weight off my shoulders by answering so many of my unanswered questions. Thank you again!!

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Post by askforid1187 on 08/18/14 at 06:50:03

Hey there nikolie. Id live a reading with you when you're ever available. Thanks ;)

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Post by Enelya855 on 08/19/14 at 02:58:52

Nikolie, I just observed a reading you did. I thought you were so detailed and great! I'm wondering if you have the time if you would be able to do a reading on me? Let me know when it is best for you! Thanks!!

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Post by avarose on 08/27/14 at 12:29:23

Hi Nikolie,

I had my picture read in class on Sunday and you said you would post what was said to me.  I have not received them yet, just letting you know in case  you forgot.


Title: Re: nikolie - Bio & Feedback
Post by Nicholas on 08/28/14 at 05:42:37

Hello,

I have heard great things about you.. And would love the opportunity for a reading when you get a chance.

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Post by Eyaru on 09/18/15 at 21:15:22

I just wanted to take time out to thank you for your support and for your reading. I will just say that you were there for me in a very critical point, and when I was at my lowest. And what you said and picked up for me was a very key part in me re-finding my footing on more solid ground. And also you keep coming and checking on me which is all the more important to me. I will say that you have helped me more than you know, and a simple thank you really doesn't seem like enough. I greatly appreciate your help, and hope to one day repay the favor..

That being said, you are an amazing reader and I think you doubt yourself WAY more than you should. I'll say don't doubt any of it ever, because you do an amazing job and not a single bit of it is without value.

I hope we can continue on chatting, because it's very enjoyable for me. And like I said, I really hope for a chance to return the favor someday.

Talk to you soon.  :)


Title: Re: Nik's - Bio & Feedback
Post by valentinearabella on 10/08/15 at 18:20:09

Hi Nikolie!

You have such an incredible bio and you have so much faith in God...I find that very inspiring.

I would love to have a reading with you if you happen to have any messages for me.

I'm in need of guidance and clarity to understand myself better and what purpose God has intended for me. I could also use some guidance on influences - whether it be people, places, and things - that I may encounter that could help or hurt (or distract me from my path). At the moment I feel lost and overwhelmed with negative influences that I'm trying to decipher and understand what lessons I'm supposed to learn. But I'm finding it difficult at the moment. I'd appreciate directness, sometimes ambiguity and metaphors can cause misunderstandings and confusion for me.

Thank you for any help you can provide me!

Title: Re: Nik's - Bio & Feedback
Post by valentinearabella on 10/10/15 at 00:40:10

Thank you so much Nikolie for your reading. You've given me so much insight into my life, my current path, my energy, my current situation, and my relationship problems. I was having an argument with my significant other during the reading and you picked up on it so accurately. Although I wonder if the fact that my boyfriend and I were arguing could affect the reading? You've given me invaluable guidance. I know I should focus on myself and not on others or on negative things and negative situations.

Thank you again!

Title: Re: Nik's - Bio & Feedback
Post by Maaya on 01/29/16 at 04:59:08

Hello :) Can you please give me a read?
Thank you :)

Title: Re: Nik's - Bio & Feedback
Post by Hail9694 on 03/28/16 at 19:57:25

Hello nik! I would love and appreciate if you could read me, I would be more than happy to give you some information about me to be able to connect! I came to this site hoping and eager to find people I can converse with, whom understand me. I have been told from a very young age I was intuitive and saw or spoke to spirits when I was younger, It gradually went into my subconscious and comes out randomly either through sleep or meditation. I loved reading your bio and I hope you do get the chance to reply back:).

My name is hailey username is hail9694 I am 19 years old will be 20 this july. If you need any information if you do decide to read me please let me know, I would love some clarity and answers!

Namaste! <3

Title: Re: Nik's - Bio & Feedback
Post by BlueJade on 08/01/16 at 20:20:10

Hi Nik,

I would really appreciate a reading from you, I would like to know about the general direction of my life, but then there is also this very big love thing :)

I would love to get some clarity

Thank you

Title: Re: Nik's - Bio & Feedback
Post by Deep Thinker on 11/18/16 at 21:14:40

Hi Nikolie. i love your bio its very detailed and I like your story. I could really use a reading at this time and you seem like a good fit for me. not sure if you will be drawn to me or not but thank you anyway. photo below

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