A lovely turn out last night. Thanks for your support and opportunity, but I think i will just be sticking with readings in future. I had spoken with owlscrying briefly after that and feel a lot happier with the outcome now. You never know what the future will bring so I won't say never but i will say it was a learning curve for me as much as you all. And practice makes perfect!

Anyways for all of those who requested the guided meditation again who wish to catch up on what you missed- Here is the meditation posted for all those that wanted to try it again.
Become aware of the natural flow of your breathing, but just relax…..
When you are ready, envision yourself getting up from where you are sitting at the moment, don’t force it, but just allow it to happen naturally, calmly glance towards the left where you doorway is which is left slightly ajar at the moment with a beautiful beam of light shining all the way through it.
This light is highly vibration.. As you walk through the doorway and into it, feel it lovingly wrapping itself around you and surround you with the most beloved sense of warmth and healing energy.
As the light guides you to walk forwards, there is a sense of wistfulness about it, but you can come back anytime, though for now, you are feeling drawn to move forward and see what’s beyond this light. As you envision the light clearing slowly but surely in its own time, your senses are blossoming and you are focusing on the path ahead…
you walk beyond the poppies growing up in the meadow full of wild flowers, their colours washing over you opening you up, continue moving past the marigolds and buttercups and the water lilies on the lake, this lake is so peaceful and so calm, that you can return here anytime, you move forwards past the bluebells nestled along the wayside and the rows of pink rogue rhododendrons that seemed to have replanted themselves,
you know in your heart that you are welcomed here…. as are all friends that are connected to you through love and the warmth from that love spreads within you and surrounds you in love raising your vibration higher to connect with them…
as you reach the cusp of the woodland… you ask for the permission to enter the wood, the answer is given to you firmly on the wind, you enter the quietness of the forest but its not too quiet because you can hear the rustling sounds of the animals camouflaged in the undergrowth
as the path or track you have been following comes to more a standstill, you find yourself in a clearing where the tree of gnarled branches calls to you with a very wise smile, there is such a warmth in her energy that you are not afraid…
you sit beneath her branches at the base of the trunk, lean back into the trunk, feel the wood, feel the grounding energy surround you gently and the roots themselves wrap themselves around your feet descending into the earth and as mother nature grounds you further, from there you rise, grounded and connected…you slip into a bubble of bright sunlight which is your protection for this circle.
When you are ready to continue, follow the path around the lake that you passed along the wayside, notice that there is a bench waiting for you at this point….. its here that you may ask for your guides to step in and help you link to spirit if you wish for someone in this circle room
ask for them to step forward and join you, if your guide is your inner voice, that’s ok as well… sit down on the bench opposite the lake and wait patiently for someone to join you in the meditation or if you don’t want to work with spirit but just by connecting on a psychic level
scan the member list to see if there’s anyone you feel drawn to, ask for their permission first to tune in, focus on the username…. see the energy around their username…. looking beyond it…. don’t stress if you don’t get anything at all…. but if you do, give all you receive….if you don’t know what to do, just sit back and relax and enjoy the journey…
for those wanting to read- once your link has opened work with them to convey all information…. and any messages they wish to give…. when link is finished, thank your guide and any loved ones for linking in….
When you are ready to return, bring your awareness back to the room. Your guide and spirit or those who have linked in will return with you to the room so let me know when you are ready to work and have returned to the present & now.